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If You Can Dream It, You Can Do It!

Fri, 15 Jun 2012 17:55:17 -0400

Part 24 - separate

*Becky’s P.O.V*

I pulled away from Nathan almost gasping for air from our kiss. I opened my eyes and we were face to face almost kissing again.
“Nath, what are you doing?”
I whispered a little shocked.
“I always loved youuuuuu!”
He slurred drunk out of his mind.
“no Nathan you don’t, you love Tyler!”
He looked puzzled and said…
“your not Tyler?”
“NO NATH!”
“oh, what have I done then?”
He said looking like a two year old realising what he’d done.
“you, you cheated on her Nath!”
I said slightly happy he chose me but outraged that he did it whilst he was in a relationship!

He slowly nodded and walked off shaking his head in disappointment at what he did. I didn’t quite know how I show react. I slowly wondered around look for Tyler I didn’t want her to be mad. I could find her anywhere, now the reality of it all sunk in, I felt so guilty.

***

I got back to my hotel/venue room and slumped into bed, I wanted to go to Tyler and Naths room but i heard shouting from their room as I walked past. I didn’t want to intrude. I tried not to worry and went to sleep

*morning*
*Nathans P.O.V*

I woke with a big head ache and was confused as to why I was on the floor of a bathroom. I put it to good us and was sick in the loo. I rummaged around cupboards and found some ibuprofen, I took it with some water. I stumbled out of the bathroom to find a very grumpy Meg and Siva.
“why am I in your room?”
“oh he doesn’t remember.”
Meg whispered to Seev.
“Nath, you kissed Becky last night and Tyler saw you. You were drunk and argued with her, the whole hotel heard you and she kicked you out.”
Siva explained.
“oh”
Was all I could say.
“Yes OH!! You’re in big trouble Nathan and everyone is angry with you!”
Meg shouted.
“sorry, I’ll leave”
I started to slump out.
“no! If your thinking of going to speak to Tyler she doesn’t want to hear it and don’t think about talking to Becky because I don’t think she wants to hear what lame excuse you’ve come up with as to why you thought she was Tyler.”
Meg moaned again.

I thought for a second about the stuff I remember doing: i asked for a drink and I thought Becky was Tyler. That’s all I could remember apart from this one thing which I think must have been a dream, I quizzed Siva and Meg on it anyway…
“was there any singing involved in all this?”
They looked at each other with a smirk.
“yeah, you sang Delilah - Plain White T’s to Tyler’s door when she shut you out”
“oh,” I said remembering flash backs, “I’m screwed aren’t I?”
“yes” they said blankly in unison.

*Tyler’s P.O.V.*

I don’t know whether I can forgive Nathan after what he’s done, I guess we should just stay separate for a while, until things settle down…

*skipping the honey moon*

*Narrator*

But things never did, Tyler moved out to an apartment on the floor below. Nathan and Tyler barely saw each other for the two weeks Amber and Max were in The Caribbean for. Nathan felt guilty and didn’t know how to make it up to her, Tyler felt he hadn’t done anything to apologise because he did want them together again. Eventually Tyler went on a date but tolled the girls it made her think about how much she missed Nath, Nathan had secretly planned something after he saw Tyler go for her date which he felt jealous about…

*now*
*Nathan’s P.O.V.*

Tonight is the night, last night I saw Tyler go for a date, luckily for me, he didn’t go back to her apartment.

I had timed everything to perfection unlike me I wasn’t going to be late to get my girl back! I was lighting the last few candles when I heard her footsteps. I rushed to the switch in side the shaft to the steps and flicked on the fairy lights. I ran over to the ledge of the block of flats on the roof and looked down to see her walking down the road towards the block.

I walked to my keyboard and switched it on to the amps. I started to play Evanescence - Forgive Me as I played an introduction I said…
“Tyler this ones for you,” I stood up as I played some more to see her reaction. She was looking deep into my eyes, “come up to the roof. Please?”
I started to play the song without words first whilst she came up.

She opened to shaft door to the roof and looked amazing and shocked,
“Nath what is-“
I interrupted her with the lyrics.

Once I finished there was a only a look between us. It was like she was looking deep into my soul to see if what the lyrics said were from the heart, as she found her answer she smiled simply.
“I’m sorry about what I did and how I left it so long but I saw you with that guy and I realised how much I wanted you,”
I stepped towards her so we were close,
“I think, I… love you.”
I stuttered like she’d taken my breath from me with her beauty so I could speak.
“I think I love you too.”
I smiled and stepped closer so we were almost touching, it was now just air between us which was filled with silence and passion. I tilted my head to kiss her on the cheek but she took my head in her hands and snogged me with such love and force It was like I’d been to war and she hadn’t heard from me in years. We were fighting for breath afterwards.

I stepped away,
“I did all this for you.”
“I know and I love it so much, Nathan I’m sorry about how I reacted but I could quite believe it’d happened A. That I’d dated you and B. That you kissed someone else.”
“I’m more sorry trust me!”
We laughed.

That night was the best, mostly lying down looking at the stars together, kissing and telling each other how much we missed one another.

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Fanfic - If You Can Dream It, You Can Do It!

Fri, 25 May 2012 16:41:14 -0400

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If You Can Dream It, You Can Do It!

Tue, 10 Apr 2012 15:26:49 -0400

Part 23 - I thought…

*WEDDING DAY!*

*Tylers P.O.V.*

All us girls slept over Ambers last night so we could get ready as soon as we woke up. Max was with the boys over at Toms so max couldn’t see the bride before.

6:30 am;

“AHHHHH IT’S MY WEDDING DAY!!…….”

I woke with a startle of Amber realising what today is. It didn’t last long though, she tripped over and face planted the floor on the landing next to our door.

She opened the door looking sorry that she woke us and that she fell over. She soon grinned like a monkey making us all burst into fits of laughter. She jumped in the spare rooms bed with me and Connie, so did everyone else so us 5 were all squished in bed and soon fell back asleep with how early Amber woke us.

——————- 9:00am

As I woke up I rolled over and fell on the floor. Flat on my face. I pushed myself up with a groan and fell down again at how tired I was. Suddenly realisation kicked in.
“omg…what’s the time?”
I whispered to myself.
“phew.”
I checked the clock, stood and stared at the girls mumbling and groaning as they woke up too.
“Come on girlies, we’ve got a wedding to get ready for!”
I said trying to sound enthusiastic and not tired.

Before we knew it half an hour had past and we started running around, doing make up, getting dressed and organising eachother.
“oh shite!”
I heard from the bathroom.
“what?”
Everyone said apart from Connie in the bathroom.
“I broke the dresses zip…help I’m stuck”
Connie said swinging open the door and revealing her arms stuck up through the top of the dress, her head half covered with the bust of the dress and the bottom of it just covering the top of her thigh.

“oh dear connie!”
Everyone laughed.
“how the hell did you manage that?!”
Amber said.
“well I couldn’t get it over my huge ass so I tried to slide it over the top. Well, the zip wasn’t all the way to the bottom so I got stuck and broke it but for some reason it still won’t move!”
She said trying not to laugh and cry.

Iona walked over and span Connie around. You could see the zip had come off one side of the zip but taken some thread with it so it was tangled in itself.
“ok I’m going to need scissors and a new dress or zip.”
Iona stated.
“well I don’t want Connie to wear one dress different from the rest.”
Amber said worried.
Iona picked up the scissors and cut away to get the whole zip off.

Connie’s dress was destroyed and we needed to get a new one.
“I need a bigger size because I’m fat.”
She laughed going over to the shop where we bought them the first time.

————- 11:30 am

“we need to be at the church at 1 girls so hurry.”

It had taken us all morning to do our make up and get the bridesmaids dresses on. Connie had just come back with a new dress and had to start to catch up with the rest of us.

We were all doing our hair now.
“should we have It curly.”
“or straight?”
Meg and I said.
“up or down?”
I said debating.
“erm down and straight because Ambers having her hair up and curly so we won’t steal your thunder that way.”
Meg suggested.

“awww that’s really sweet of you to do that. Thank you guys!”
Amber said giving us all a hug and starting to tear up.
“don’t cry now, you’ll ruin your make up.”
“oh yeah, sorry”
Amber sniffed.

———— 12:00

“ONE HOUR GUYS!!”
Amber said screaming like a loony.
“I’m nervous.”
She added grinning.
“haha don’t be it’s going to be perfect”
I said doing Ambers hair.

I slipped in the last pin and it was finished. She looked in the mirror and said…
“it’s beautiful. Thank you so much Tyler. You’re so talented!”
She gave me a huge hug.

“time to put on my dress!”
Amber squealed.

——-

We helped Amber put her dress on and her vale too. She looked beautiful.

The car arrived and we helped Amber into it giving her the bouquet. The plan was that she’d be driven around for a while to delay time but not to long. We would get in the car and arrive there before her with her dad.

I shut the car door and we waved as she disappeared round the corner. I swung round on my heals and said…
“go go go!”
To the others.
We ran to our taxi hiding round the corner and piled in.

———- 12:50

Us four girls were in pairs opposite each other with our mini bouquets waiting for the taxi of our men to arrive to take us up the aisle. Ambers Dad was there next to us waiting for Amber.

Soon the boys arrived including Max and the ceremony could begin!

———

The Rolls Royce turned up and out came a very angelic Amber. Her dad opened and close the door for her, taking her arm.

Max was walking through the doors with Tom by his side so he couldn’t see the bride till they were actually at the alter.

Jay and Iona linked arms and walked up the isle. Followed by Me and Nathan, then Siva and Meg with Max’s Dog. I peered over my shoulder and saw Amber and her dad start to walk with Connie behind carrying the train.

We walked all the way to the front and Jay, Nathan and Iona sat down. I stood next to the alter on Ambers side since I was maid of honer with me was Meg with Ambers ring for max on a pillow.

Tom stood opposite ,where Max would stand, since he was Max’s best man with him was Max and Siva with the dog and the ring on a pillow. The doors were closed before Amber and her dad and Connie.

Suddenly the piano kicked in and slowly the big brown wooden doors opened to reveal Amber looking like she was in a fairy tale. I saw the look on Max’s face and he beamed with joy at how amazing his life will be spending the rest of his life with Amber.

She floated up the isle and when her eyes locked with Max’s at the alter you could tell nothing would come between them. You could let a bomb off in front of them and they wouldn’t flinch, it was magical.

————(skipping to rings)——

“So do you Maximilian Alberto George take Amber Ellis to be your lawful wedded wife, in sickness and in health, for richer and for poorer till death do you part?”
The vicar spoke.
“I do.”
Max claimed sliding the ring onto Ambers finger.

“And do you Amber Ellis take Maximilian Alberto George to be your lawful wedded husband, in sickness and in health, for richer and for poorer till death parts you?”
“I do.”
Amber whispered almost tearing up while placing the ring onto Max’s finger.

“with power vested in me, I now pronounce you man and wife! You may kiss the bride!”

Everyone cheered and clapped standing up as Max pulled back Ambers vale and gave her a huge romantic snog in front of everyone.

———

Max and Amber linked arms and walked down the steps from the church and Max place Amber into the Rolls Royce. They were off to the reception and after party!

Everyone who was invited to the reception came along with their gifts for the bride and groom. Then our party could begin!!

———-

*Max’s P.O.V.*

We were just about to pull up to the venue and I looked deep into Ambers eyes and said…
“I’m glad you came…into my life.”
Her smile fade to all seriousness.
“sorry I love you!”
I said and I gave her a peck on the cheek.
“well done Max you made your first joke of our wedding!”
She said sarcastically.

We started to turn down the drive of the venue and we looked out of our windows in amazement.
“it’s beautiful!”
Amber said.

———*Tylers P.O.V.*

The evening was amazing the reception was great! Loads of presents. They were all stacked up on a table for Amber and Max to take home. The cake would be cut later, it looked do good!

The entertainment had just finished and it was time for fireworks. Everyone started to gather outside. Max and Amber stood cutely together and so did all the other couples. The fireworks started and there was a love heart in the sky.

Nathan turned to me and said
“my head hurts! Sorry sweetie could you get me a glass of water?”
He had a couple of drinks earlier but he said the music was giving him a head ache.
“sure anything for you.”
“thank you.”
He said and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I walked up the steps into the empty bar and got Nath a glass of water. I walked out, back to the top of the steps and looked up at the beautiful sky light up with colours. It was surreal. I slowly turned my head and looked down to were I thought I left Nathan but he was gone. I scanned around the crowd a bit worried for were he’d gone.

Then I saw something that I couldn’t believe. With a startle of a firework I dropped the glass and saw their faces light up from the glow of the sky. Forcing tears started to fall from my eyes. I thought they were close enough. I thought I could trust him.

I thought he…loved me. Maybe I wasn’t thinking though…

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If You Can Dream It, You Can Do It!

Tue, 13 Mar 2012 14:14:11 -0400

22 - Girl of my dreams

*3 weeks and 2 days on*
*5 nights before the wedding*

*Max’s P.O.V.*

I have got everything I’ve wanted to plan planned and Amber has too. We are currently sat in bed looking at everything we’ve got planned for our wedding. It was in a giant scrap book Amber made when she was young when she dreamt about her perfect wedding.

We had our church booked in Manchester. The car was hired, it was a Rolls Royce… http://www.arrowvintagecars.co.uk/images/fleet/medium/1938-rolls-royce.jpg to take her to the church and venue.
The flowers for the venue were White a purple roses and a few lavenders in there to make the room smell nice. The brides and bridesmaids dresses were done but I was aloud to see them. Our suits were fitted and ties were matched to flowers. The came was 4 tier and went white, white, white, purple and then had different purple shaded flowers down the side. The entertainment was Lawson and GMD3 as they are close to me and the band.

The venue was heythrop park… http://www.hitched.co.uk/wedding-venues/heythrop-park-resort_3515.htm
(take a look around that. AMAZING BTW!)
It does it own catering so we didn’t have to plan that. We’d stay in their honeymoon sweet for the night and then i’d take her to my surprise location for our honey moon!

I’m so excited. It’s going to be the best day of our lives. The photographer is a close family friend and then there’s going to be pap, who aren’t invited but will be trying to get in. Also we got a wedding video person to film everything.

Last but not least is the roles our friends and family are playing in this. I chose Tom as my best man and Siva as my ring barer with the dog for me. Amber chose Tyler for maid of honour and Meg as ring barer for her. Everybody else was going to be brides maids. Amber even planned how we’d go down the aisle, it went Tom and me, Jay and Iona, Tyler and Nathan, Siva and the dog and Meg, Amber and her dad and Connie holding the train.

I turned to Amber with her head on my chest, I could tell she wasn’t sleeping but she had her eyes closed.
“Amber?”
“yeah..”
She whispered sliding the scrap book over to her top draw and into it, she gently put her head back to my chest.
“Our weddings going to be amazing. I’m so glad it’s going to be with you, the girl of my dreams. Your perfect in every way, I’m so happy I found you”
I felt a tear slip out of my eye and it dripped on to my chest next to Ambers eye. She saw the tear and said…
“awww come here you soppy git!”
She hugged me tight with her hair falling perfectly next to me. I took a deep breath in and smelt her hair, it smelled like strawberries and made me feel warm and with that I gave her a gentle graze of the lips by her earlobe.
“max?”
She pulled away winking at me.
“nope. We said we wouldn’t have sex a week before the marriage so that our wedding night and honeymoon would be extra special.”
I said bluntly to tease her.
“awww that’s a shame.”
She winked again.
“naaa stop foolin’ now Ambs, we promised. Now bed. Ok?”
“ok maxxy baby.”
She winked once more before sliding over to her side of the bed.
“I love you”
I said.
“I love you too”
Amber said back.

This made me even more excited for our honeymoon. I waited a while before I knew Amber was asleep, I slid open my bottom draw and rummaged for our honeymoon tickets. I stared at them in excitement. I was so happy I’d found my girl and we are about to spend the rest of our lives together.

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If You Can Dream It, You Can Do It!

Mon, 20 Feb 2012 18:34:19 -0500

Part 21 - Grown up.

*2 months later*

*Toms P.O.V.*

Today is Iona’s first doctors appointment so I’m going with her to see if everything is ok.

We got into the car and Iona turned to me…
“you don’t have to come you know Tom?”
“no no, I want to.”
“are you sure? They will ask me personal stuff and you may feel a little awkward?”
“oh, like what?”
I asked, surely if it’s anything personal I would already know.
“err if I’m healthy, ya know, down there and that sort of stuff.”
“oh. Trust me your healthy down there”
I winked. She started to blush.
“no Tom i mean like, periods and STI’s and that sort of stuff.”
“oh, that sort of personal. I’ll just focus on something else, it’ll be fine.”
“ok I was just wondering because I don’t want you being all weird when she starts to ask me about when my last period was and when it ended and-“
I cut her off feeling slightly uncomfortable.
“ok I get the picture.”
“I see.”
I laughed.

*Ambers P.O.V.*

It’s been two months and I’ve been planning bits of the wedding but I really need to get everything done in these next 4 weeks.

So far I’ve got the boys suits fitted and I’ve sorted the flowers and placed an order for our cake. So it’s basically everything really important to me that needs sorting now, like the dress/dresses, venue, reception and the caterer. Max wants a part in it so he is planning our honeymoon and the car/what ever he picks to take me and my father to the wedding in.

Today me and the girls, apart from Iona who will join us when she is ready, are going shopping for the dresses! I hope it will be amazing and I’ll find the perfect dress. Although there is 1 problem. The paparazzi, they’ve been following me for ages trying to get in on what is at the wedding. So me and the girls are going ‘undercover’ as we put it, we are trying to hide our faces as much as possible and we have rang the places we may visit to tell them we’re coming, also we have a different cars with blacked out windows to take us to each shop. It’s all very funny and a little sad but we’re doing it for laughs!

I got into our first car all ready, I was wearing big black sun glasses and a red hoodie with the hood up to hide my hair. Tyler was wearing her hair in a bun and a cute purple ribbon over her hair and some large dark blue/purple sun glasses too. Connie slid into the car and she was wearing a light pink scarf over her hair and some big metal black sun glasses. Finally, Meg hopped in the front wearing a blue body warmer with white fur on the hood and some light blue sun glasses.

Together we looked like a bunch of crazy women, we all looked at each other and laughed. We all took our sun glasses off and jointly said…
“I can’t see a thing!”
And burst into more laughter.

Big kev was driving us to our first shop because we made a deal that we would buy him a chicken tikka curry if he drove us. He was all suited up and had a black cap on, he looked like a real shofar!
“ya know kev, you’ll make a good man in black!”
Tyler laughed.

——-

We went into our first shop which had some beautiful wedding dresses in.
“wow! Look at that one!”
Connie said pointing to this http://www.dresss.co.uk/images/l/Wedding%20dress%20with%20color/HSC0002.jpg

“I know isn’t it beautiful. But I don’t feel like it’s the one you know?”
“yeah”
The girls agreed.
“can I help you?”
The shop assistant asked.
“no we’re good.”
“alright, if you don’t like anything here I could design you a dress with your ideas in mind?”
“oooh that’d be far to hard to do.”
I sighed. She nodded and we left the shop.

————

We have been to 6 shops now and I still hadn’t found a dress. We were walking down the street chatting, we had given up on the whole undercover plot, we haven’t found anything I truly love.

It was at that moment I saw the most beautiful dress in the world, it was amazing. I fall in love. I completely stopped.

*Tyler’s P.O.V.*

I noticed that Amber stopped, we turned to see what she was looking at and we saw the most beautiful dress ever. The diamonds on the bodice were amazing, the ruffles in the skirt looked so delicate. It was the one, we all new it was the one…

*Iona’s P.O.V.*

It was over, finally! Everything was fine which me and Tom were glad about! Tom asked a few embarrassing questions like can I still have sex! I basically sunk in my seat! But Tom was happy because I still can.

Tom went off to the house to tell how it went to the boys, and I was off to meet the girls. I was half way there and got a call…
“WE FOUND IT!”
Amber screamed down the phone.
“ok cool I’m on my way!”
“thank you, I’ll see you in a bit then and we’ll all get dressed up!”
“yay ok see ya!”
“bye.”
I was so excited to see how she looked, with her fabulous body she’ll look amazing.

—————-

I was there and everyone was sat next to a mirror and in the centre of the shop was a platform…
“can I come out now?”
I heard Amber ask from a fitting room…
“yeah!”
We all shouted.
I sat down next to the 4 girls as Amber came out of the changing room and stood on the platform in front of the mirror. I looked up and saw this beautiful and elegant dress on her perfect body. A crowd of “awww“‘s came after.

We all started to tear up at how perfect it was…
http://t.co/tjUCI3E

We had already bought our dresses…
http://weddingdresses.havewedding.com/files/2011/07/purple-bridesmaid-dress-2-211x300.jpg
but we hadn’t tried them on yet and
so we all got dressed up and had a little group photo.

Her wedding was going to be beautiful and she was so lucky to have found her perfect man. It’s like we’ve all grown up.

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If you can dream it, you can do it!

Sat, 21 Jan 2012 12:00:42 -0500

Part 20 - memories came flooding back much like the tears

*Jays P.O.V.*

Everyone was sat in the living room waiting for Iona and Tom to tells us something, we were all sat down and Tom was stood next to Iona with his arm round her waist. Connie was grinning like a Cheshire cat and almost dancing on her chair. Iona had tears in her eyes.
“RIGHT!”
I Iona screeched in excitement.
“we have some very exciting news to tell you and I hope you take it nicely.”
The room nodded.
“ok so it was kinda a mistake but a good one…”
I was confused now but Iona and Connie laughed, erm inside joke? Who knows, it Tom!
“so…we’re having a baby!”
They said in unison.

My jaw dropped, a baby at this stage. I hope tom’s alright with this. The girls jumped up and gave Iona a huge group hug and they started to babble about babies.

Tom walked over to us smiling at Iona on his way.
“Thomas is growing up!”
Max shouted crunching his ear whilst Tom did his good boy face at us.
“mate are you sure your ready for a baby?”
Nathan said worried as Tom sat down next to us. I nodded in agreement with Nath.
“yeah, well sort of. I know I’ll be ready in 9 months!”
He said smiling.
“i think this causes for a bit-o-celebration!”
Siva said, the girls heads turned and they shouted together “yeah!” and “woo”
They ran of into the kitchen for more drink I suppose. I don’t think I want to drink after how much I had last night!

—————-

We decided we’d out for a meal and then go clubbing in stead of drinking again, I don’t think I could cope, one of us would have got arrested, probably Tom, if we drank as much as we did yesterday.

————-

We are back at the flat and Connie was in her room getting ready, every now and then I’d hear a thump and then some swearing, god knows what she’s doing up there. I was ready and we had to leave now or we’d be late for our reservations.
“CONNIE?! We have to go now or we’ll be late!”
I rang up her stairs.
“coming!”
She said as I walked to the door, I opened the door and turned around to see Connie stood there with a confused smile on her face.
“how do I look?”
“…a…amazing.”
I smiled she looked beautiful, she was wearing a black pencil skirt and a strapless red top tucked into it, with red heels and black tights, it all matched with her red shoulder bag and glasses which were red and see-through stripes and the make was Icy. I’d never seen her wear glasses before.
“glasses?”
I questioned.
“yeah I’m driving so I need to see.”
“oh, what are you?”
“huh? Oh right lenses? I’m short-sighted.”
“what does that mean?”
“it means I can see things in front of me but not far away.”
I nodded and held out my arm for her to take. She lopped hers around mine and we locked the door and left.

————-

We are at the restaurant now and we’ve all eaten a lovely meal.
I think all the girls talked about was marriage, babies and sex. Whereas we talked about getting drunk and sex. Haha! And now we are about to hit the clubs! We are already a bit tipsy but sober enough to get in to clubs, we had our VIP passes and plus ones too.

We got in to our first club called koco and it looked really nice on the outside,
We walked in and it was packed. We got some drinks for everyone apart from Iona who can’t drink because of the baby and partied on through the night swapping from club to club and eventually we got Tom so drunk we weren’t allowed in anymore. He was practically begging to go in more clubs but people who see us coming and shake their heads to tell us to ‘don’t even bother’.

————

We got home without getting stopped by the police for drink driving, luckily. I stumbled up the stairs with Connie to our apartment. I wasn’t to drunk though and I don’t think she was either. I took her hand and looked deep into her eyes as we kissed, i led her into the apartment, she kicked the door shut and didn’t leave my lips once.

We pulled away and she smiled at me, I walked her into my room and she giggled I am guessing she’s ready to take it a step further then. I kissed her passionately as I took her top off and she did mine. I put my hand on her stomach and gripped so I could put her on the bed but…
“ow ow ow!”
She cried.
“what what?!”
I said worryingly looking into her eyes.

*My P.O.V.*

I looked down at wear Jays Han was placed and the memories came flooding back much like the tears in my eyes. His hand was placed tightly on my knife wound from wear David had stabbed me, it still hadn’t healed properly and it hurt when I put pressure on it like when I slept on that side.

Jay quickly took his hand of it and apologised over an over even though I said I was ok, but tears still trickled down my cheeks just remembering those horrible nights. I shook my head trying to not remember, I thought of how Jay came to my rescue (kind of) and I tried to smile.

Jay gave me a quick hug and pecked my lips thinking that we wouldn’t do it night but I held on to his lips. Jay pulled away…
“are you sure?”
“yes.”
I agreed.

Jay put me on the bed and every now and then he’d notice a bruise of mine and apologise…
“Jay stop saying sorry, you did nothing wrong.”
“I have, I wasn’t there to stop him.”
“Jay, stop it. Trust me you haven’t.”
I tutted.
The night carried on from there Jay was amazing he was so gentle with me like I was a piece of expensive glass. I feel asleep next to his warm chest slowly drifting off to deep peaceful sleep to the beat of his heart and his gentle breathing. He had one arm over me around my waist, he made very sure he didn’t touch any of my bruises or the wound.

That night was magical, amazing and I’d love to have him like that more often, just me and him together. I feel closer to Jay more than ever now.

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If you can dream it, You can do it!

Thu, 19 Jan 2012 12:05:31 -0500

Part 19 - this is why I love you

*Toms P.O.V.*

I rolled over to see no Iona. I popped my boxers on and wondered over to the bathroom, my head kills. The bathroom door slowly opened and I stopped. Connie was walking toward me but looking an talking back at iona who just stared at me as if I had killed someone. Connie’s head spun quickly round at me then back to Iona and said…
“there’s no time like the present!”
With a smile which faded when she saw Iona’s blank expression.
“what’s up babe?”

I asked iona. Something was obviously on her mind, she seemed all closed up. She gulped, a clear sign that there was something she had to say.
“babe?”
I repeated.

“ha. Ha. Haaaa…?”
She choked out, she looked confused.
“well…errrm.”
“what?”
I said bluntly.
Connie meanwhile was stood there like a awkward turtle in-between us looking back and forth as we each said something. Almost immediately me and Iona looked at Connie as if to say ‘err leave?’ She slid slowly backwards toward the door, hitting her back on it and then opening it too quickly so she face planted it.
“ow fuck!”
She swore, me and Iona still looking at her like ‘what the fuck?’ Connie looked back at us and coughed out a nervous laugh she looked at Iona and said sorry. She left.

Iona turned to me and said…
“you may want to sit down for this.”
I fell back on to the bed, I rubbed the side of the bed next to me to indicate Iona should sit next to me but she didn’t. Instead she started to pace, she looked deep in focus, every now and then she’d look back at me open her mouth shake her head and go back to thinking. I just watched.

She finally stopped turned toward me and looked straight into my eyes…
“well…I guess there’s no other way to say this so I’m just going to go ahead and say it.”
I nodded.
“right. So last night was great and everything?”
“yeah. Cut to the chase?”
I said getting a tad impatient.
“right right…”
She paused.

“I’m pregnant.”
She said looking worried and scared.

*Iona’s P.O.V.*

Tom just looked at me with a blank face. No expression. I take this as a bad sign.
“well?”
I asked.
Still nothing. Not even a flinch. I got worried and had to say something.
“I’m sorry Tom, it wasn’t my fault. I understand if you never want to see me again or we get an abortion!”

I started to blabber but Tom said something that surprised me…
“wait what? You understand if I never want to see you again?! Why the hell would I want to do that and I’d never get an abortion! Iona, i love you and I personally think having a baby will make us stronger!”
He said with a beam, tears started to form in his eyes and I was sobbing.
“iona I’ll never leave you, I love you and that’s that. We are having this baby.”
I cried and he gave me a huge hug and kissed me.
“This is why I love you.”
I said with a teary voice to Tom as he stroked my hair and he slid his hands round my waist.

We opened the door to see Connie with her head hovered where the door was, she slowly looked up. She was crying too.
“aww you guys!”
She said and gave us a big hug.

Me and Tom walked downstairs to find some people still asleep in the living room and in the kitchen was Tyler and Nath, Jay, Siva and Meg. They had made some waffles and were handing them round. I looked at Tom, he had a huge smile on his face. I couldn’t wait to tell everyone the great news.

I still can’t believe that I live with Tom Parker, he’s going out with me and now he’s agreed that we are having thus baby together. I guess dreams do come true.

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If You Can Dream It, You Can Do It!

Sun, 01 Jan 2012 18:37:04 -0500

Part 18 - oh…my…god.

*Megs P.O.V.*

Max had taken Amber upstairs, probably having sexytime in Toms spare room. I an with Siva sat on the sofa and we are playing Pictionary Porno version. It started of just a game of Pictionary but when Jay got water bed he had to go that little bit further and draw some people having sex on the bed too. And from there on it’s Porno. Nath drew on some of the cards a dick to symbolise it had to have something to do with sex in.

We’ve been through all of the cards so we are deciding to get drunk or go to bed. For me and Siva we are getting wasted! Actually i think that’s everybody’s plan.

———-*morning*———

I woke up on the sofa with Siva collapsed on the floor. I had a huge head ache and I don’t really know what happened after Tom started to be barman and mix drinks. I have a horrid taste in my mouth too.

I got up almost tripping over the guests bodies passed out on the floor. I wondered into the kitchen to see Jay and Connie talking…
“hey guys.”
“hi”
The groaned in pain. Connie passed me the packet of paracetamol and a glass of water. I swallowed the tablet and gave the packet back. We didn’t really speak, I guess there was tension between them. I don’t know what though. Mean Connie said Jays been acting strange lately, I wonder if they fell out.

*My P.O.V.*

I wondered up stairs to see were everyone was and I got half way up the stairs to find Becks fast asleep just sprawled out over the top steps. I slowly woke her up and helped her to a chair in the living room. I gave her a blanket and with in the space of about two seconds she fell asleep again.

I put a dressing gown over Tom (Jays brother) and took his beer can from his hand, he was next to the TV. I walked over to Siva and put a pillow under his head because his head was on a pile of board games.

I made my way back up stairs and heard some noise from the spare room. It sounded like giggling from Max and Amber. I walked Across the hall to find Tyler sat up and asleep against the door frame of Toms room.
“how can that be comfortable?!”
I whispered to myself an carried on into Toms room.

*Iona’s P.O.V.*

I fell of the bed and woke up with a shock, I wasn’t wearing clothes so I was kind of worried what happened last night. I got straight back into bed to see Tom there also naked. I guess we slept together last night then.

I was slowly getting dressed and then out of the blue I had to be sick. I ran into our bathroom to see Nath with his head on the rim of the loo fast asleep. Strange kid. I ran to the loo and shoved Nath off it and was sick. He shot up and swore at me…
“sorry.”
I said. He grumbled and walked out. I shut the door and locked it. I was going to do a pregnancy test because I can’t remember what happened last night and I don’t know whether Tom used protection.

——————-

“oh…my…god”
I couldn’t believe me eyes. It can’t be true, as much as I love Tom I don’t know if I’m read for this. I decided to do a couple more just to be in the safe side…

————

I heard a knock at the door. I opened it to see a perky Connie. I grabbed her hand and pulled her in the bathroom and locked the door behind us.
“I only needed the loo can -“
Connie started.
“I’ve got some really big news.”
I said holding up the stick. Connie stood there starring at it with her mouth wide open. I don’t think she could quite believe it either.
“are you sure?! Is it working right?”
“yep”
I pointed to the other two, all with ye same thing on.
“tolled tom yet?”
“nope.”
I sad gulping.
“when you going to tell him?”
“I don’t know Connie that’s why I pulled you in here!”
I said losing a bit of patience.
“oh.”
She said with realisation.
“yes oh. Think a little quicker Connie, what the hell do I do?!”
“ummm…speak to Tom. I’ll help anyway I can if you want. I’ll be here if you need me”
“thank you. Your a good friend.”
“I know! Haha come on let’s get breakfast and we will sort this out later. Ok?”
“ok.”
I smiled. Connie was a good friend to rely on.

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If You Can Dream It, You Can Do It!

Sat, 31 Dec 2011 20:55:49 -0500

Part 17 - HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

*Max’s P.O.V.*

It’s new years eve! I took Amber shopping earlier just to get some things for the party tonight. We are having a big smash up round toms place.

Right now we are on our way to toms flat, I have a little surprise for Amber tonight but I don’t know whether to do it or not, I’ll ask the boys whether I should or not. I love Amber so much and I really feel like we could be together forever I really do hope so.

We arrived at Tom and the lights were off and the music was pumping load, you could feel the floor shake, I knocked on the door and Tom answered.
“heya mate!”
Tom shouted.
I took Ambers had and we gave Tom the booze, that probably wasn’t the best idea. We wondered into the kitchen were I got a drink for me and Amber. I looked at her and couldn’t hide my smile, she was beautiful in every single way, i want her to be mine and only mine. She was talking to Connie and Tyler about something but she couldn’t help but laugh. I wondered over…
“here’s ya drink. What you guys laughing about?”
I said and put my hand around Ambers waist.
“we’re talking about what Nath said to Tyler last night!”
She giggled.
“what’d he say?”
“he said to me, out of the blue, I love you like I love caps.”
Tyler laughed her head off and said…
“then he said, I just want more! You fit so well and I look cool with you.”
I laughed a little, what was going through Naths head when he came up with that?!

“I’m going to go find the guys.”
“ok”
Amber said and I wondered into the living room where I saw the guys talking and jays bro talking in a huddle. There were quite a few of toms old schoolmates here and some of his family. I wondered over to the boys. I had a really important question to ask.

“hey guys!”
“HI!”
They all shouted.
“max are you going to ask the question tonight right mate?”
Tom said, I’d recently been talking to Tom about it. I’ve decided to tell the boys, I’ve got to tell them, I won’t do it if they don’t agree.
“boys?”
“yeah?”
They all looked at me, talk about pressure?!
“umm…Well I’ve decided I going to pop the big question to Amber tonight.”
I said with a grin. Hoping they would agree.
“awww that great!”
Jay said giving me a bear hug. Nath pipped up a little when it sunk in and said…
“Aww mate I’m so happy for you!!”
Tom just looked at me a did his ‘good boy’ smile and gave me hug.
“so you got the ring?”
He asked.
“yep! Look”
I opened the black box and they all stared with open mouths.
“it’s beautiful mate!”
Siva said.
“she’s going to love it!”
Jay said.
“it’s a violet stone with real diamonds surrounding it. The ring is real silver too.”
I said happily. They smiled and a worried look came across their faces. I turned around and saw Amber standing there…
“hey!”
I put on a reassuring smile.
“hey, what you talking about?”
“nothing.”
I rang. I took her hand and walked her into the kitchen to get a drink.

——*count down begins*——

The count down had started!
“10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.”
“HURRAY!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!”
I took Ambers hand and kissed her. She came out of the kiss and smiled. I whispered in her ear…
“I live you and I hope the next few minutes will change your life for the good.”
She looked at me confused.
“Trust me.”
I reassured her. She half smiled.

*Ambers P.O.V.*

I looked at Max as if to say what the hell are you in about.
“trust me.”
I had to so I half smiled still not knowing what he was on about.

Suddenly he grabbed my wrist and lead me to under the fake, small disco ball Tom had bought. I looked at everyone and smiled. They all made a circle around me and it felt as if I was the centre of attention. I turned around to Max and…
“Max why are they looking at me wei…”
I paused as I saw him knelt down on one knee.
“weird”
I finished my sentence.
“Max get up. Your making a fool of yourself. Get up.”
I whispered.
“no trust me.”
He said again.
Max slowly smiled as he reached in his pocket to pull out a little black box.

I looked up to see the boys and their girlfriends beside them grinning and nodding. Connie was in tears she was so happy. Meg was huddling up to Siva and smiling. I looked down to Max and he grinned and the music went quiet…
“Amber, I love you more than anything in the world. I need you more than I need air. I want you more than I wanted my job. Amber…will you stay with me forever and will promise you will support me as long as I support you and will you love me as much as I love you and finally…will you be…my wife?”
I was speechless but I dreamed off this moment all my life there was only one answer…
“yes. Of course yes!”
I said with tears in my eyes. Max slid the most beautiful ring on my finger. Max grabbed me round the waist and picked me up over his shoulder and carried me out if living room. I looked up to see everyone cheering and ‘woop’ing. I grinned I was so happy…

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Fri, 30 Dec 2011 12:14:04 -0500

Part 16 - more than friends

*My P.O.V.*

*three months past*

I’ve been living with Jay and I really like it in our flat, well bunch of flats, the boys decided they couldn’t live to far apart so we bought an flat with two floors but the stairs ain’t shared by other people, the others all did the same but they were only a round the corners of the street, our flat thing was on top of the building so the top room/my room was were the attic would be. I loved it up there I had a big window across the roof that i could walk out of and stand on the edge of the roof, I didn’t do that often though because I’m scared of heights, but i’d look out of it and you can see the cathedral and it’s green, the shops around the green and people having pick-nics on the green, it was lined with willow trees and children would go and play ‘dens’ down there, it may sound creepy but I’d love to watch them. Because of this room I liked my photography and I take pictures of what’s out my window and then stick them up all-round my room, Jay would come up and have a look at times, he’d sit on my sofa and talk to me about them, if I was feeling low he’d say I should be a photographer, but I don’t know if I’m good enough.

Over the past three months Jay has had about 7 or 8 one night stands, I don’t know what going on with him. When we first started living together it was awkward because Jay brought home a girl whilst I was revising for uni and she was like ‘what the hell is she doing here?!’ and it blew over but then they had sex and so I was sat there trying to revise but I gave up and went shopping. When I got back Jay was in the kitchen and apologised to me then she came out in one of his tops and some baggy trousers, she just stood there, most awkward moment of my life! But recently he’s been at it with loads of them! I think I’ve lost count, it strange almost every night there was a new girl, either they’re prostitutes or he’s getting over someones but who?! Or he’s incredibly horny. I have no idea whether to speak to him or not.

Right now I am talking photo’s of the cathedral, I’m on the green and the sun is shining, I left the house because Jay was at it again with another girl last night and I don’t want her to wake to awkwardness like the rest of them.

It’s so strange about Jay though, I don’t see him anymore, all he does is work, come home, go out and pick up and girl and the same over! whats his problem? Doesn’t he like me or what? It’s like he’s avoiding me, I’m a bit pissed off now because I just stay at home alone. I think i might start to do more of my own stuff now, y’know go out with the girls when he’s out so I’m not as much as a loner.

I also don’t see the girls as more because Amber’s living with Max and they’re going strong as ever, Meg and Siva won’t leave each others side it’s so cute, Iona and Tom are in a flat living together those two are hilarious, Tyler and Nathan are practically joined at the hip and spend all day everyday together. Then there’s me and Jay, just two friends. I find it sad that Jay won’t settle with someone, I want the best for him and as long ad he’s happy I’ll be happy for him, all he does when were out as a group is drink and talk to me, I think he’s depressed sometimes I look into his eyes and see a dim glow, it’s like a potential happiness just something’s blocking it and it won’t shine. I know that he broke up with his Ex badly, maybe he hasn’t got over her yet, although that was a long long time ago. Her name was Tara and, from what jays tolled me, she seemed lovely at first but she was using him for money and fame, she got him into depts because she was spending like mad. One day he caught her cheating with some guy, Jay was crushed and couldn’t trust a girl again, he’d lock himself in his room and wouldn’t specialise with anyone not even his family! But when he got a bit more famous he found loads of girls loved him for his talent and not just how good-looking or rich he is, he still didn’t trust anyone but he found a reason to be happy.

I am wondering back to the flat now,
It’s 10 and I think she might be up now. I got my key and let myself in the block, there’s two stairs to our door. I wondered up and passed a girl on the way down I thought I’d take the opportunity to ask her about why she was there…
“err excuse me but the guy you were just with…well…did you…get payed?”
Oh my fuck! What the hell Connie?!
“p-payed?! What! Who do y’…NO!”
she slapped me and ran down and out there stairs. My cheek was stinging, that was a hell of a slap, ok maybe I was a bit offensive.

I got to the door and let my self in. With no surprise Jay was probably in his room. That was basically his cave, he’d eat, sleep, watch TV, do work and seen as he had an ensuite he even washed in there, but he rarely washed his clothes or washed anything to be honest. Every time I walked past i’d get a horrible stink of old food and dirty clothes.

I think it’s time to confront him. I pit my keys on the counter, in the kitchen next to the stairs to my room. I hung my coat on the end pole of the stairs and put my shoes next to the wall. I walk up to his door and It stank!

*meanwhile*

*Nathans P.O.V.*

Becks the best BFF ever! Is coming round and we’re going shopping and i need to talk to her about my relation ship. it’s going to be awesome! I had to make sure Tyler wasn’t around when she came, you know what girls are like, It could turn nasty and Tyler would like ‘omg are you cheating on me?’ and things would get complicated and that’s just not what I want! But I know Tyler and I think she would ask who Becks was first, and Becks is my best friend so it’d be weird if there was anything between us.

At the moment Tyler is getting ready to go to her parents for the day so they can catch up, probably going to talk about me! hahaha right now I’m running all over the place trying to find my phone, I hope I haven’t done a Jay!

“FOUND IT!!”
Tyler called from downstairs.

“oh thank god!”
I threw my hands up in the air and ran downstairs and gave Tyler a big hug. I lifted her up making her squeal with shock and laughter and spun her around. I popped her down and she handed me my phone.

“thank you!”
I gave her a big kiss on her neck before running back up stairs to our room and shoving my phone in my pocket along with my keys and wallet from the bedside table.

I shut the flat door and locked up. I turned around a gave Tyler a snog before putting her in her taxi and waving goodbye. I ran over to my car, I’ve passed my test now! Yay, and hopped in. I drove to Starbucks where I’d meet Becks.

I arrived at Starbucks and as I sat down a attractive girl walked over to me…
“hello”
I said looking her up and down…
“hi!!”
She said with joy. I’m guessing she is a fan.
“what?”
I asked after a while. I was getting inpatient now.
“do you want me to sign something or give you my number because I can’t I’m taken and I will just give me a pen”
“Nath it’s me!”
She said if I was the dumbest person on the planet.
“Becks?!”
I said surprised.
“yeah, dumb-ass! Who else?”

“a fan. Don’t call me dumb, you’ve changed so much! Your so pretty.”

She had her hair down and it was waved, she had subtle make up on and purple eyeshadow to match what she was wearing. She looked amazing.
“so you want anything?”
I asked.
“yeah can I have a tea?”
“sure. I’ll get one too.”
I got up and walked to the counter.
———
I sat down with mine and Becks tea. I slid hers to her.
“so what did you want to do?”
She asked me as I sipped my tea.
“I thought we could go shopping and a talk, you know catch up. I haven’t seen you in years!”
“I know! Look at you with your fame and you career. You finally got what you’ve want after all these years nath, I’m so proud of you.”

“aww thank you, what about you?! What are you doing now? Achieved your dream?”
I asked hopeful for a good answer.
“yes!! I have! I’m a model! Took me a while to get where I am but I did it I finally did it!”
“aww that’s great news! Well done, I’m proud of you too!”

We picked up our drinks and went to go shopping. We walked onto the high street and we popped into a couple of shops before the question popped up that I really wanted to know…
“so Nath you in a relationship?”
She asked whilst we were in Republic and she was looking at a dress.
“yes, in fact I wanted to ask if I should take a step further. I need your advice.”
“hmmm ok, so how serious are you then?”
“like pretty serious, we live together, on our own with out the boys. We’ve been together for a while and…I think that I…love her.”
“you think?”
She asked surprised.
“well I don’t really know what love is and whether I have it.”
She turned to me and stopped dead in her tracks.
“love is indescribable, you feel so passionate about that person that you can’t let them go, that you’d die for them, that you…well…you’d spend every minute of forever with them if you could.”
I paused, a little shocked.
“oh…then I’m in love”

*meanwhile*
*My P.O.V.*

I stepped towards Jays door and my heart started to beat fast, it was strange. I raised my hand and knocked. I waited a while as I heard thumps towards the door. The door swung open to see a scruffy Jay in a state.

“RIGHT I WANT YOU OUT OF THIS ROOM NOW!”
I demanded, the only way I was going to get him over this phase was too clean him up myself.

“why?”
Jay moaned with his head down.
“because your room stinks and you stink. Your rooms a tip and your a mess….and Jay if you ever want to see a respectable woman who you could stay with forever in this room then you and the room have to be cleaned up.”
Jay looked dumb and he shuffled aside to let me through.

“how you gunna clean this up then?”
Jay asked shyly.
“well I’ll start by putting you in the shower and putting your clothes in the wash. You bed sheets YOU can put in the wash. I am not touching them! And then will open some windows and get rid of what ever is making this room smell…ok?”

“yea.”
Jay said quietly.
“oh come on Jay. What’s wrong with you? You couldn’t at least wash this?!”
I said as I found a sticky sock and a magazine next to his bed. The poor sock.

“right you get in the-
“but-
“GET IN THE SHOWER YOU DOG!”
I yelled and giggled as he shuffled towards the bath room.

I started to throw clothes into a big pile in the door way. I threw random things off the floor into boxes. I opened the curtains and windows to get rid of the smell. I ducked under the bed to see mouldy pizza and beer cans. I saw a bin full of beer cans.
“McGUINESS!!!” I shouted at the top of my voice.
He was starting to make me mad now.

—-*finish cleaning Jays room*—-

I was officially done. Jays room looked clean as ever and I had just put his new bed clothes on. I managed to take the old dirty smelly bed clothes off using gloves. I ain’t touching what ever went into those!

His room looked brand new. Jay wondered in with just a towel round his waist. I looked at him, he is pretty fit to be honest. Omg what am I thinking he is my best friend. Oh Christ!

“thank you.”
He stepped towards his clean clothes that I laid on his bed.
“that’s ok, I was getting sick of that smell and the mess.”
“smell?”
“yes Jay this room stank! I guess you didn’t know because you locked yourself in here and got used to it.”
“oh, sorry. I didn’t mean to make you mad.”
“nevermind Jay, just get dressed”

I walked out shutting the door behind me, I sat on the sofa and sighed. What was wrong with him? Why’d he have to lock himself in his room?

I sat there staring into space just thinking for a while. I felt some warm ruff hands slowly start to massage my shoulders. I kind of relaxed into it and shut my eyes, I just slipped into a trance and forgot all my worries. It was so nice. The hands eventually stopped and I heard footsteps walk around me and they stopped in front of me. I still had my eyes shut. I slowly opened them, i saw Jay crouched down in front of me, he put his hands on my knees.

I opened my mouth to speak but Jay put his finger to it. I slowly closed it not sure of what was going on.

“Connie…there is something I have to tell you.”
I slowly nodded. Not knowing what he was on about.
“I…well this is hard to say so…”
He slid onto the sofa next to me. I felt my heart pump as he edged closer. He turned to me and lent in. I closed my eyes slowly. I wasn’t sure if it was the right thing to do or not but I did it anyway.

I felt his soft lips touch mine. He slowly pressed further into the kiss. He got more and more passionate as he slipped his tongue in. He slowly lent forward more forcing me to fall back on the sofa. He put his arms each side of me but never leaving my lips once. I felt his soft curls and I felt his hand slide up to my shoulder…

Wait. This could be weird if it goes any further. Wait it’s already weird now because I’m thinking its going to be weird. Oh god. Fuuuuck!

“stop”
I whispered to Jay.
“what?”
He replied a little shocked and he sat up.
“i don’t want it to be weird.”
“what do you mean weird? Why would it be weird?”
“because I don’t really know you. And I’ve not thought of you like this way before and…I’m well…I’m shit.”
“we can get to know each other more if we spend more time together and you’ll come round to it. And who said you were shit?!”
He said shocked. I gave him a blank look.
“oh.”
He sighed.
“you should really forget about him and don’t listen to what he said”
Jay said holding my hand. I nodded.
“so what are we now then?”
I asked unsure if we were best friends, if he was using me, or if we wear taking it a step further.

“more than friends.”
Jay said with a smile.
“so back to best friends?”
“no. I want you to be my girlfriend.”
“ok.”
I said happy I had an answer. But there was still one question playing on my mind…

“Jay, why did you sleep with so many women?”
He looked down.
“I…I didn’t know what I was doing most nights. I was drunk mainly but the main reason is you.”
“tha-“
I was interrupted
“-I felt as though I was wrong feeling so passionate about you, I was thinking that it was just a crush and I have to get over it and sleep with some other people.”

“oh, Jay that was a stu-“
“-stupid Idea I know but that’s what I did. But now I feel guilty because you went to all that trouble with my room and I just abused those women.”
“oh Jay. Come ‘ere”
I gave Jay a big hug. I kissed him on the neck and put him at arms length.
“come on you soppy git. Let’s go out for dinner I can’t be fucked to do more washing.”
“ok!”
Jay jumped he was a lot happier now he’d got some stuff of his chest.

We decried to go to the chippy down the road, well I go to but we asked them to deliver. Jays decided to watch a film, I was going to pick Just My Luck because I like that film and I’m superstitious as well but I hated that film because I don’t believe in all superstitions. Jay picked Mission Impossible (The first one) I like action films so we agreed.

Tonight was going to be a good night.

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Thu, 24 Nov 2011 11:43:09 -0500

Part 15 - it’s not over yet!

*My P.O.V.*

I went weak in my knees. I sighed of relief but panicked when I opened my eyes to see David running straight for me with anger in his face. Jay grabbed me and stood in front of me, I peered over his shoulder and saw David be pinned to the ground as police cuffed him and held him back. He was like a mad dog, with him screaming and shouting as he was being dragged out of court. Just as he was getting bear the door he shouted words that confused me and struck fear into me…

“IT’S NOT OVER YET!”

The door slammed and there was silence and people were looking at me. I felt really light headed and the room started to spin. Someone was shouting at me but their speech sounded drowned and slurred. I tried to look for who it was but my eyes started to close. My legs went and it all went black.

*Jays P.O.V.*

I turned around and saw Connie cold out on the floor with her lawyer rolling her into the recovery position. I grabbed my phone and rang 999. Next minute there were sirens and Connie was swept away. It all happened so fast. I wasn’t allowed in the ambulance because I’m not related. I got in my car and followed. The lawyer stayed behind to clear up stuff and get details about how long Davids going to be in prison.

*My P.O.V.*

It was black, I’d been here before. There were people talking and sirens. I tried really hard to open my eyes. I did it. They flickered open and I saw lots of people over the top of me doing stuff. My head hurt so much. The box stopped jiggling around and then these to doors flung open at the end of this bed thing I was on. As I was wheeled down a ramp I realised I had been in an ambulance and I saw Jay running along side the wheely bed. We went down corridors and into a room, more nurses came in and switched stuff on. I grabbed one of their arms and said…
“I’m fine. What’s going on? What are you doing?”
She looked at me and smiled to the rest of the people.
“we are just checking your fine. You hit your head badly on the floor. You should be alright to go home but we need to test some stuff first.”
Right, ok then, I guess I just stay here. I sighed. I hate being in hospitals. For me they always meant trouble. I’ve never been in a hospital for me before I met David that was. When I used to visit family in hospital they usually wouldn’t come back out. I only have one grand parent left. Two died of cancer and the other had a heart failure. My uncle was taken to hospital because he had a heart attack, he didn’t make it. The only person who has come out hospital alive in my family is me, so far, and my dad. He got angry a lot and caused himself damage. That’s why mum left him. Every time he used to drive us somewhere I closed my eyes and hoped we wouldn’t crash, he’s awful in traffic jams.

I just hope I don’t die in one of these places. They seem scary. It’s like death is walking down corridors and could walk in your room and take you. I did like that thought…
“AHHH! Oh my god!…oh phew. It’s you.”
Jay burst into my room and scared the shit out of me.
“I didn’t mean to make you jump.”
“it’s ok. I had a scary thought. It’s this place.”
“the nurse said you have 1 more test and if it goes ok you can leave.”
“yay.”
I said sarcastically.
“thank you by the way.”
“what do you mean?”
Jay asked interested.
“i mean thank you for trying to save my life.”
“you only fainted.”
“no a bit before that.”
“what?”
“you stood infront of me when David lunged at me”
“oh. It was just…a reaction.”
“no-one else in my life would of cared that much to do something.”
Jay looked down at the floor.
“oh I didn’t want you hurt by him.”
“I know, thank you.”
Jay smiled.

The nurse came in with a tray and a cloth over the top.
“I hope there’s not a needle under there!”
I laughed. I’m really wimpy around needles and injections.
“umm…”
She looked at me.
“oh no. Do it quick before I run out of here.”
Jay looked shocked at my fear of needles.
“ok, it won’t hurt one bit.”
Liar! I grabbed jays hand. Squeezed my eyes shut and looked away.

—-(won’t go into details for Everyones sake.)—-

It was over. The nurse came back with my blood test results and said…
“as far as we can see your fine. You free to go when you want.”
Buy what she really meant was ‘go home.’ I got changed packed up my things and went outside for some fresh air whilst Jay got the car. Jay took me home.

I went to my flat to gather some stuff up. I hadn’t been there in a while. I guess it’s because of the memories it brought back. There was a blood stain on the floor. My room was a mess.
“I don’t want to live here.”
I said to Jay.
“I think I’ll spend the night in a hotel.”
“no. Sleep over ours!”
Jay looked at me hopeful.
“fine. If you can handle me.”
I winked. We laughed. I packed up my things for a night.
“ya’ know. I think I’ll clear this place up, sell it and move. It just doesn’t feel like home anymore.”
Jay looked surprised.
“oh. Well us boys are moving into our own flats soon so you could have the spare room in mine if you want?”
I thought it could be awkward with him bringing home girls. But we are friends. If it gets weird i’ll tell him.
“ok. It won’t be awkward will it?”
“no! Your my bestfriend. How will it be awkward?”
I simply looked at him and said… “sexytime?”
“oh. You mean us?”
What! I looked at Jay shocked.
“no! Jay…”
“oh sorry.”
“I mean with you and other girls.”
“oh. Well we’ll have separate rooms.”
“ok”
I sighed, smiled and shook my head.

—————

I had packed up all my things. I took one box to the boys’ and left everything else here. I put David’s stuff in a few boxes and labelled them ‘Charity.’ well it was a mini revenge. I was giving the good stuff to charity and the blood stained tops went to prison so when he was let out he could have them back and that’s not all I’m going to do. I’m going to get revenge. Like he said…

“It’s not over yet.”

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Fri, 18 Nov 2011 12:37:04 -0500

Part 14 - guilty

*Tylers P.O.V.*

We were on our way back to our house. The weekend had passed so quick. What we did well let’s say we DID each other. wink wink. It was really romantic as well, one night he took me to a really posh restaurant and he had planned for us to eat then walk along the beach to the hotel and then he went up stairs before me and rang to come up when he was ready then there was a trail of Rose petals leading to our room, it was so cute, i opened the door to see a bed covered with roses and nath lying there with just jeans on, it was a great night.

But at the moment we are about 5 mins from their house. We got in and has a huge “HI!” from around us. We put our bags upstairs and sat in the living room then Jay came out with…
“so what did you do?”
That’s the question I’ve been dreading. I couldn’t exactly say ‘oh, yeah me and nath had sex almost every minute.’ could I?! But just as embarrassingly Tom said…
“what do ya think bird! You blatantly did eachother!”
The room filled with laughter, I went bright red and couldn’t deny it, nath just laughed and nodded along.

————*a couple of months past*——

*My P.O.V.*

We are going to court today. I couldn’t sleep last night. I feel sick and I can’t eat breakfast. I was sat next to Jay on the sofa and I can’t stop shivering.
“are you ok?”
Jay asked looking down to me confused.
“errrrr….I’m not sure.”
He suddenly grabbed me and squeezed me really tight. He pulled me close and put a blanket over me. He whispered in my ear…
“it will all be ok, I know it will”
That sent more shivers down my spine But good shivers. We sat there for a while when Iona came running down stairs and jumped on the sofa.
“get up!”
She wipped the blankets off us. And shouted…
“come one! I wanna go shopping!!”
I really wanted to but I felt so ill.
“can’t…” her face dropped “…I’m going to court. Remember?”
“but you can go shopping before.”
Jay said. Iona’s head picked up and she grinned. Bouncing up and down and saying
“yeah, yeah!”
Like a child. She fun like that.
“go on, I’ll pick you up from outside Starbucks at 1 then we can get to court for half past. Yeah?”
Jay suggested.
“ok”
I said agreeing. I went and got ready with Iona.

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We had shopped a while now. All the time i was thinking of how court would go later. Everytime I looked at a dress I thought ‘as much as I love it, it would show my bruses.’ but I guess for evidence I’ll have to wear a dress or a strapped top and shorts.
“iona? What should I wear to court?”
I asked.
“your not still think about that are you?”
“yeah.”
I said.
“I think you should wear this! And put on some make up and show him how much he regrets treating you like that.”
She pointed at this really short red low cut dress.
“no Iona, the court will think I was a slag and brought it on myself.”
“oh”
“sorry.”
I said I didn’t want to sound mean.
“ok then this!”
She cheered up instantly and pointed out a blue top and some tie dye high waisted shorts.
“ok!”
I said cheerily grabbing them and taking them to the dressing room. Iona picked this
http://cdn.thegloss.com/files/2008/05/windowslivewriter9f0e2956b26f-66bdkatherine-mcpheepurple-dress-look-forless-thumb.jpg
She put it on and looked amazing. I tried on mine and I will do for court I bought it and iona bought her dress. It was 15 mins to 1 so we thought we would head over to Starbucks. It didn’t take long to get there so we got a cuppa and waited for Jay. I was really nervous now. I still couldn’t stop shaking. Jays car rolled up and ne and Iona got in.
“right I’ll take you home so Iona can see Tom and you can get changed.”
He said looking at me.
“o..ok”
I said shakily.

————

I was changed and in the car now. The was parked and I couldn’t have the will power to get out. I was too scared. Jay had his hand on my knee the whole way there.
“cone on”
He said unplugging me and opening the door.
“do I have to do this”
I shaked.
“yep”
Jay said shutting his door and walking over my side. He knelt down and took my hand.
“look it’s all going to be fine.”
I sighed, of course it was. I hope it was.

We walked into the building and was greeted by our lawyer who told Jay to sit and watch in the stalls. She lead me around a hall way and through a door which opened out the front of the court. She took me to out table where her papers where. Across the room was David in cuffs and police holding him. He was red in the face and glaring at me. I was shaking, breathing heavy and seriously scared for my life. I know David’s really strong he could take the officers down and come for me.

The police wrestled him to his seat next to his lawyer. Then the judge came in. He sat in his little square and spoke very loudly. First we had to take an oath in the witness box with my hand on my heart and on the bible.
“Do you swear to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth, so help you god?”
I looked straight at Jay.
“I do.”
I said with tears forming in my eyes. I didn’t like being put on the spot. It was like that for about half an hour or so just me saying my story.

When I came out of the box I realised how shaky I was because I almost fell over when I stood up. Now all the pressure was off me, my breathing had gone back to normal. I sat down next to my lawyer as David stood up and was put in his witness box. My lawyer asked him questions, I swear he didn’t blink once he was just glaring at me. Making my heart beat a thousand miles per hour.

There was a small break were I could speak to Jay and my lawyer. I looked across the room to see David glaring at me and jay but ‘yeah’-ing to his lawyer at the same time. I was scared. What if David was going to harm us.
“Order! Order!”
The court went silent and the judge was making his verdict. My heart raced as he ‘humm’-ed near the mic, my breathing went shaky and I tensed up as he opened his mouth and said…

“GUILTY.”

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Thu, 10 Nov 2011 17:43:41 -0500

Don't go - my new fanfic based on a true story.

Sat, 05 Nov 2011 11:17:10 -0400

Part 1 - my life without you

I was in my last lesson on a Friday. I was sat in the corner of i.c.t just staring out the window at the rain. I sighed. It’s been about a month since Sophie left. It was still really down about it. Every now and then I broke down in tears and it was my fault she’s gone. I could of done more to stop her. I felt a jolt. I looked away from the window at the class. Chris nudged me with his elbow…
“what’s up?”
He said. I like Chris he’s so caring and I could never go out with him. All my so called ‘friends’ loved him too. But he has a girlfriend. I sighed again ignoring him. I couldn’t exactly tell him. I might cry.
“nothing”
I lied. I do it all the time. I beat myself up because of it. I should tell the truth but there’s always something in the way.
“ok. You just bored?”
“yeah”
I lied again. That was the lie I used often. I’m surprised they haven’t twigged that I’m bored all the time. They never notice me. I’m invisible. Always have. Always will be. There’s not much point in me even living anymore. I’ve felt this way before. I can’t do it any longer. There is anything worth living for anymore. I looked back out the window. I saw some eyes. I jumped. Then they were gone. I swear I was seeing things. But this has been happening ever since Sophie went.

I went back to do work. It was so boring. I saved my work and shut my computer down. Then I sat and stared out the window waiting to go. Then I saw a face. No It can’t be. That’s not possible. I saw Sophie’s face. Staring right at me.. I knew it was her, the blonde hair, blue eyes. I can’t believe it. My jaw dropped in shock. I jolted again. And blinked. Sophie was gone. I looked up at Chris…
“we can go.”
“oh…yeah…right.”
I stood up calmly and tuck my chair in. I followed Chris out the room. Almost straight away he looked at me and said…
“what happened back there? You went all pail.”
“oh…umm…I feel ill.”
I lied. I had to lie. I couldn’t say ‘oh I just saw my dead friend out the window staring at me’ could I? This made me miss her more. Chris walked off and I started my cold tiring walk home in the rain.

I put my head phones in and listened to The Wanted Sophie’s favourite band. I couldn’t stop thinking about them and her ever since she left. I couldn’t bare it anymore. I had to see her. I want to die to see her. I want to be with her. I can’t believe she left me.

I stopped dead in my tracks. There she was. A tear started to roll down my cheek. Then I heard her beautiful voice.
“don’t cry.”
I was speechless. First I can see her now I can hear her! Her body started to fade away. I shouted…
“DON’T GO!”
but she did. More tears started to drip down my face. I can’t believe she left me again. Every time she went my heart breaks into a thousand pieces. If I died it wouldn’t. I have to go.

I got home and went upstairs. I put The Wanted on full blast. Drowning myself in tears and music. I berried my head in my pillows and cried. I looked up and to the left to see her sat on the side of the bed. Looking at me.
“your back!”
I smiled. She nodded. I was about to tell her that I wanted to join her. But she spoke first…
“I’ve heard your thoughts. I know you want to join me. You can’t. I was sent here to stop you.”
“but I want to. You did it! Why can’t I?”
I said undefeated.
“you can’t because your too special.”
“you are special. You went!”
“I was stupid. Look you don’t want to be where I am. I know I shouldn’t of left you. I know now how many people cared.”
“so why can’t you come back?!”
“I’m dead. You can’t come back from death.”
“you shouldn’t have gone.”
“I know.”
She said. Her face dropped into sadness.
“I miss you loads”
“I know”
She said. Tears started to fall from her face.
“no don’t cry.”
I said.
“why are crying? You said you’d be happier if you left.”
“I know, but I’m not. I miss you”
“I miss you more. If I died then we could be together.”
I said hopeful.
“no. They’d punish me if I didn’t complete my task.”
“who?”
“the angles that sent me here. You get a task to save someones life. I have to save yours”
“that’s no fair.”
I said tears pouring out of both our eyes. I didn’t want it to be like this and neither does she.

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Don't go! :'(

Thu, 03 Nov 2011 18:04:58 -0400

I’m losing a friend. She is a good person. She thinks life hasn’t treated her well. She thinks it wouldn’t hurt others around her. She thinks no-one would miss her. She thinks I didn’t understand. I do. I’ve been there. I came so close but realised what I have to live for and stepped back. She may not be here in the morning but I will still be waiting, worrying, hoping she is still breathing.
Xxxxxxxxxxxxx love you always

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Sun, 30 Oct 2011 06:36:03 -0400

Part 13 - thank you for everything

*a couple weeks later*

Me and Jay were a lot closer now. My apartment hasn’t quite been cleared up yet. We are going to court next month. I’m really nervous and scared for the outcome. But I didn’t want to think about it not today me and Jay are going shopping! Jay said he hasn’t really shown me London so he said we would go out all day and explore. Right now I was getting changed in jays bathroom. Me and Jay were friends I don’t know how he feels about me and I’m not too sure how I feel about him.

Since I found out Jays famous I made a new twitter so we could talk. I called it @MissConnie_x I like that name it sounded cute. Well I thought so and so did Jay. I picked up my phone and tweeted:

Hey! Going shopping with @JayTheWanted he says he’s going to show me around! Come along if you know the area better than Jay! ;P

Then I saw Jay tweet in reply to my tweet:

Oh no. There’s going to be a mop of fans. :/ haha! Would be hilarious if TWFanmily came along! :) xx

I saw some hilarious replies, I didn’t reply though. I got changed and walked out the bathroom, Jay was sat on the bed he looked at me straight in my eyes. Our gaze locked. I was wearing jeans, a stretchy tight blue vest and I held a cream cardi in my hand and my light brown handbag in the other. I had my hair up in a lose bun because I had a wash and there was this one piece of short fringe that came down in my eyes. I blowed it out of my face but it just fell down again. Jay stood up and tucked the lose bit of hair behind my ear but it fell down again. He sighed…
“doesn’t matter I’m taking it down.”
“oh”
Jay replied he sat back down on the bed. I put my bag next to him a flopped my cardi over the top. I walked back into the bathroom and took my hair down, in the mirror I saw through the door and saw jays reaction. He mouthed “wow” and smiled. I shook my head in disbelief.
————
I finished up in the bathroom…
“we can go now!”
I said to Jay as he looked up from his phone. He put it in his pocket handed my bag and cardi to me.
“thank you”
I said cheerily.
“let’s go”
Jay said taking my Gand leading me downstairs. We ran to the front door shouted some goodbyes and left today was going to be fun!

*Tyler’s P.O.V.*

Me and Nath were lying on his bed, gazing into each others eyes, I was in a daze. Our eyes were locked. I realised he was the one, the only one, he was perfect just the way he is. This was like the first time we had been alone in like a week. It was magical. Then Nathan came out with something so random but true…
“I’ve missed this. We should go away and spend more time together….wait! We should go away together! Just for the weekend. Please?”
“sure!”
I said excitedly I didn’t have to think of the reaction!
“wait…how is it going to happen?”
I said doubting it would actually work.
“I’ll figure something out. Just the weekend, Friday to…Monday. I’ll ask Jayne.”
Nath said. He rolled off the bed and grabbed his phone and started talking to Jayne, when he got off the phone he had a huge grin on his face. I took that as a yes. I smiled. We jumped off the bed and we both started packing. I didn’t really need to pack because a few days ago I brought a load of my stuff over, nath asked me too, so most of the the things I brought over I packed.
——————-
“I guess we leave tomorrow mornin’ then?”
“yeah”
I said. We were now sat on the sofa watching tv. Me and Nath were sat very close together I had my head rested on his shoulder and Nath was entwining my fingers with his. I looked up to Nath and smiled. He looked me deap in the eyes and kissed me passionately but hard. It was better than all those little kisses he’d been giving me over the time we’d known each other. This time he proper full on snogged me. I pulled away…
“hold it there nath…”
“sorry. I’ll save it for the weekend?”
He gave me a wink and I couldn’t help but giggle like I was high. Now I was really excited for the weekend. Just me and him. Who knows what we’ll get up to!

*Meg’s P.O.V.*

I just got out the shower Siva was downstairs making us breakfast because he is the sweetest. I was singing to myself whilst I got changed and did my make up and hair. I was singing Your Song by Ellie Goulding. I love that song. I walked into the bedroom, past the bed to the double doors leading out to the balcony that was shared with the spare room. I looked at the view of the park then the cathedral and in the horizon you could just see the centre of London as I sang and closed my eyes, feeling the song. Then I felt these warm arms wrap around my waist. I felt a weight on my head. I opened my eyes to see Siva’s defined cheekbones resting on my head in the reflection off of the glass.
“you can sing.”
“nope”
I said ignoring him.
“don’t deny it.”
He said determined.
“you can sing. You are great. And you know it.”
“thank you.”
“that’s ok. You needed to hear the truth.”
I slowly turned around still with Siva’s arms around me so we were face to face. He looked at me deeply and kissed me. It was beautiful. We pulled out of the kiss and Siva took my hand and whispered “shut you eyes” in my ear and I shut them. He lead me downstairs into a room, I’m guessing the kitchen because A. we went right B. he had just made me breakfast. I smelt a full English. He said I could look and I opened my eyes to see a beautifully laid out table with roses and a napkin in the shape of a swan.
“it’s amazing. Thank you.”
“it’s ok. Anything for you.”
He said kissing me softly. We sat down and ate. Afterwards we were both stuffed and it tasted so good. I couldn’t thank him enough.

———————————

*My P.O.V.*

It was a perfect day. I got to explore the whole of London. And now it was time to go home. We strolled out of the mall and it started to tip it down with rain. Jay grabbed my hand and pulled me to the empty streets we ran to our bus stop getting soaked. It was so much fun and spontaneous. I wasn’t really a spontaneous person. But that just had to be done. We slumped on the bus stop seat…
“what now?”
I said.
“I guess we just wait.”
“wait…” I sighed “everything you ever do in life you have to wait for.”
“mmm…let’s not wait then.”
Jay said on a positive note. He was going to make me forget about David and everything down in my life. I know I’m going to be happy if I’m with Jay.

Jay turned to me and put his hand in front of me. I took it. We jumped up at the same time and ran into the pouring ran. We were absolutely soaked. We ran most of the way but eventually we just started strolling hand in hand with the warm rain droplets touching us as we went.

Suddenly Jay stopped and so did I. He turned to my and took my other hand. We were now face to face. I was looking up to him and he was looking down to me intensely. I didn’t quite know what we were doing. I started thinking. Thinking about David and how I just got rid of him and why I didn’t do it sooner. Thinking about how much Jay has helped and cared. Thinking that without him I’d be living on the streets or still stuck back at home with David and his beating. My eyes started to water but I tried so hard to not cry. Jay bent down and gave me a little kiss on my cheek. I blinked and a tear rolled down the other cheek. I whispered in his ear…
“thank you for everything”

I truly meant it without him I’d be dead.

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Thu, 27 Oct 2011 16:16:42 -0400

Part 11 - hopefully

*My P.O.V.*

Everyone had just left. The nurse walked up to the blood bag that was attached to me, and she tapped it. I don’t know why, then she mumbled to herself and wrote some stuff down. She looked at the heart rate monitor and wrote some more stuff down. It was all very boring.
“ok. After your stitches you may be able to go home but the police will want to talk and look round your house.”
“ok.”
I smiled but inside I felt guilty and worried. If they took David away he would break out and come after me. I wasn’t safe.

—————————-

She had done my stitches and the police were outside waiting for the doctors to say they could come in. The doctor opened my door and the police men came through.
“hello”
One of the officers said.
“hello”
I replied.
“we just want to talk about what happened and get this situation cleared up.”
“Ok”
“right was there any witnesses there?”
“ummm I don’t think so. But my friends called the ambulance I think.”
“ok”
He said writing stuff down.
“where are these friends?”
“outside…waiting.”
I replied.
“ok. I’ll stay here and my partner will speak to them whilst I do so. Is that ok?”
“yes!”
“good. We want at least three stories to get a clear picture. We will be recording all ok?”
“yep.”
“right. How did this happen to you?”
“well…my “boyfriend” stabbed me and well I fainted.”
“ok. Can we have some background?”
The officer asked. I went on to tell him everything. It took a while before I heard the next question.
“thank you. Where is he now?”
“umm…I don’t know. Sorry he slammed the door on me and then I phone Jay one of my friends before fainting.”
“ok. We need a clear description of him or a photo or drawing?”
“errr…I could find a photo for you back at my flat?”
“sure. Where is this flat?”
I tolled him everything about the flat and about David and where he usually goes after beating me. All the way through he nodded and wrote stuff. It must of taken ages before we finished. Once we had finished I heard something I didn’t quite understand from the officer.
“right…we know Jay’s situation so we need to clear that up before we make any moves.”
“jays situation?”
I asked…I was confused. What situation?
“outside.”
He said as if it was obvious. I opened the curtain to see hundreds of photographers. Why were they here? Was it about me?
“I don’t understand.”
I said confused.
“um…we will bring Jay in fir a chat.”
Then as the officers were walking out my room to fetch Jay I heard one mumble “she doesn’t know.” what? I don’t know…know what? I was hoping Jay could clear up this mess.

Jay walked in. All happy and cheery until he saw my face and his smile turned into a ‘oh’ face, like had just realised something.
“so what’s going on outside?”
I asked.
“ahh…”
His face dropped and he looked at the floor.
“about that…yeah…I umm..humm…”
He rubbed the back of his neck while he thought of words to say.
“how can I put this?…I’m kind of a little…I’m in a band.”
Ok that shouldn’t of been hard to say that.
“and…?”
I said wanting to know more. Jay didn’t answer so asked a different question.
“fine…what’s the name of this band?”
Surely he could answer that.
“The Wanted.”
He smiled.
“great…where do you play? In uni?bars?”
I said still not sure what was going on.
“bars? Uni? No…no we play at festivals, gigs.”
He smiled again expecting me to know something.
“right…what music do you cover?”
I asked still not sure what Jay was in this ‘band’ for.
“cover? We don’t cover…well sometimes we do but mostly we write our own songs.”
“do people buy these songs?”
I said a little less confused but still confused.
“yeah…we’ve had 2 number 1’s and we’ve had an album and we’ve got a new one coming out soon.”
“oh…”
I think He was now confused and I wasn’t so much.
“so your like famous?”
“yeah. Did you not know?”
“no…David never let me socialise so I didn’t have friends or keep up to date with anything. The only time I would be informed of the outside world would be at Christmas and we would go to my mums house and spend it with her and watch TV and news. It would be the only time David wouldn’t beat me.”
I sobbed. Jay had a look of shock on his face.
“I’m sorry he did that to you.”
I put his hand on my shoulder and kissed my forehead.
“those photographers are for me and the boys.”
“so the boys in your house are the boys in your band!”
“yep. Soon we will all get our own flat it’s not very private sharing a house.”
I looked up at Jay and thought I should get out of his life. He doesn’t want some girl causing trouble. He doesn’t want me in the way of his fame.

Then the officers came back and tolled us the car park was cleared of photographers and we can go back to my flat so the police can find evidence to support my case and so they can find David and put him on trial.

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Me and Jay walked out the hospital. Jay had his arm around me, he was like a little bodyguard. Behind us was Tom and Iona holding hands. And next to them was Max and Amber. Max had his arm around Ambers waist. Amber was looking into Max’s eyes. They looked adorable together. Tyler was skipping along side me all happy.

The police drove me Iona and Jay back to my flat and Tom took his car with Tyler in and Max and Amber took his car. We got to my flat and I opened to door to a pool of blood. My blood. It was disgusting. The police walked in and tolled us not to touch anything because it may ruin evidence against him. They bagged up the knife and various objects around the house. The said I could take some clothes but I couldn’t stay here.
“do you have a place to sleep?”
The officer said. I looked at Jay and Iona.
“she can stay at ours.”
Jay said. I was going to stay there anyway.
“right we need to barricade this off from public. This floor can’t be used.”
“what?”
Iona said.
“I’m sorry miss but you will have to sleep somewhere else too.”
Iona looked at me and I nodded.
“she can stay with Tom.”
“thank you.”
Iona smiled.
“we will put barriers round the door so people can go on the stairs just not down the hall way.”
“ok”
I replied. They tolled us a little plan to arrest David when he got home. I packed up somethings and so did Iona. We headed out the building, we had to walk Tom had taken the car back to their house. Finally everything would start getting better, hopefully.

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Thu, 27 Oct 2011 14:02:39 -0400

Part 10 - Why?

*Jays’ P.O.V.*

Connie had just left so I ran upstairs to tidy my room it was a tip, I couldn’t have Connie sleep in a bomb site. I Threw my phone on the bed and started to fold clothes. I heard my phone buzz and then it started to play Glad You Came my phone showed ‘Connie’ on it. I answered. I was so happy she was going to be staying.
“Hello!”
I said cheerily but she didn’t answer all I heard was this…well…a struggling to breath noise as if it was the phone was breaking up. It was strange and I was confused then I was about to ask her what’s going on and then I heard a very quite and whispered “help” then a thud and it was silent.
“Connie?”
“What happened? CONNIE?”
I shouted I panicked. What happened? Where was she? Was she ok? All these questions were running through my head. I took the phone and ran downstairs. I ran into the living room before stumbling over the bottom step.
“IONA?!”
I shouted. With a tear down my face fearing the worst.
“what? What is it Jay?”
She said calmly but caring.
“it’s…it’s…Connie!”
I said struggling to get my words out.
“huh?”
“Connie…she’s…well..i don’t know.”
“then what are you worrying about?”
“well on the phone she said ‘help’ and I don’t know what to do.”
Iona jumped up and Tom followed I ran straight behind her. We ran to our car and drove as fast as we could to Connie’s flat, Iona giving directions. Iona let us in the building then we spirited up then three flights of stairs. Iona pointed to Connie’s door. It was shut.
“I’ve got a spare key.”
Iona ran across the hall into her flat when she quickly emerged with a key. She hurriedly opened Connie’s door. What I saw made me angry, upset, confused and very shocked. I couldn’t believe my eyes. How could someone have the physical and mental strength to do that to a person. It made me sick.

I ran to her side. She had a lot of blood pouring out of her. Iona grabbed her phone and called an ambulance. Tom sat behind me and stroked my back repeatedly saying “she’ll be ok, everything will be fine.” but would it? Really? I shot up and grabbed a kitchen towel I put it over where the blood was coming from. Almost immediately the towel was blood stained red. I threw the towel across the room in anger. I stood up and stormed into the bedroom. I was mad! I started throwing things around the room. Why? Why do this to an innocent girl? I was f*ck*ng livid with David! I calmed down and walked back to Iona, Tom and Connie. I heard sirens.
“that must be the ambulance.”
Iona said. Then out of the corner of my eye I saw Connie’s hand move. I knelt down. She opened her eyes.
“what’s going on?”
She said. I was so shocked.
“come on we need to get her to the ambulance.”
Iona said taking one arm and me the other with tom behind shutting the door.

*My P.O.V.*

Jay took one arm and Iona on the other together they lifted me off the ground and shifted me out the door. I knew I was heavy, I saw the look on jays face as he struggled to carry me, I would of helped but I couldn’t feel my legs so they were a bit useless. My stomach was killing and I felt very light headed. Then I felt even heavier as I felt Iona and Jays hands slide off my arms. I fell. Everything was black.

*Iona’s P.O.V.*

Connie collapsed I a heap on the floor between me and Jay. I think she had fainted. I wasn’t quite sure. It was horrible the way David treated her. I couldn’t believe she hadn’t tolled me sooner. I looked at Tom while me and Jay tried to pick her up again. Tom was looking very confused i mouthed ‘I’ll tell you later.’ to him. He had no idea what happened to Connie and what monster had done this.

We heard shouting from the stairs as me and Jay were trying to pick Connie up off the floor. It was the Paramedics they pushed me and Jay aside and gently shifted Connie onto a stretcher. They slowly moved her downstairs. Were they popped her in the back of the ambulance. I tolled Jay he could go so Tom didn’t upset Jay by asking what was going on in the car.

*Jay’s P.O.V.*

Iona let me go in the ambulance. But they said no because it’s only family allowed. They closed the ambulance doors and drive off. I started crying I was angry and just wanted her to be ok. Then we heard some snapping noises and turned around to see a small group of Paps. Great I wonder what they are going to spread now. I sniffled and and we got in the car and drove to the hospital. On the way I rang Siva who had taken Meg out, I tolled them not to come because I didn’t want a scene or to interrupt their fun. I also called Nath who was with Joana I told them the same. I then rang home. Max picked up and was confused as to why we had ran out the house. I said I’d tell then when I was or Connie was ready to. Max said they would come down now for support. Max was a great person and was lucky to have found Amber, she was caring and sweet just like max.

We got to the hospital. We walked up to the reception and asked what room Connie was in. She said “245” and we walked of to find it. By the time we got there Connie was awake. We walked in slowly, she looked very pale and out of it. She opened her eyes wider to see us.
“hi”
She said In a weak voice.
“hello”
We all said together and quietly.
“how are you?”
I asked.
“ok…I suppose. Where he stabbed me has to have stitches.”
I saw toms face blow up. He was new to this information. Iona stood on her tiptoes and whispered in his ear. His face calmed.
“so should I tell Tom and the rest yet?”
Iona spoke to Connie. Connie nodded and said when I’m stable and can go home I’ll sit everyone down and I’ll tell them now. Is that ok Tom?”
She asked.
“up to you. I’m just a little confused.”
Connie nodded. Then a nurse came through the door.
“hello mrs Summerfield.”
“hi”
Connie said weakly. It was horrible to see her in this state.
“ok I’m going to ask your friends to leave for a while. Is that ok?”
The nurse said to us. We nodded and walked outside and sat in the waiting room.

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Tue, 25 Oct 2011 10:34:50 -0400

Part 9 - how?

*2 hours later*

*Nath’s P.O.V.*

The film had finished and I got up and tidied my room. Joana would be here in half an hour. I was going to take Joana for a tea in town and catch up. I was really excited! Jay ran upstairs to tidy upstairs and Connie followed. Max and Siva cleared the mess in the kitchen whist Tom and Iona cleared up from last night. Amber and Meg were tidying in the living room. Before I knew it everything was done.

There was knock at the door and I went to answer it.
“Hello!”
“Hey!”
I gave Joana a hug and let her in. She looked amazing. She walked into the living room where everyone was, I followed her. I sat down while the boys in turn gave her a hug and a hello. I introduced all the girls. I didn’t know each of their relationships with each member but I knew mine. As I introduced Tyler, I held her hand and Joana smiled. I turned to Tyler and said…
“you don’t mind me going out for a couple of hours?”
“no”
She smiled and I got up and said me and Joana should be off now because I wanted to be back before 5 so we can all go out and eat. Today was going to be perfect.

I gave a hug and a kiss to Tyler before leaving her in the capable hands of the boys.

*My P.O.V.*

Nathan and Joana had gone out, Jay had just asked me to stay the night. I was happy to but I said I needed to get somethings from the flat. He said we would all go out and eat at some posh restaurant tonight but when I got back we were going to watch his favourite movie. Avatar, I’ve never heard of it because of David, I never did much and wasn’t that up to date. I walked into the living room to see Iona sat on Toms belly.
“what are you doing?”
I asked.
“He’s proving a point.”
“okayyyy…what point?”
“whether I can lift her off the ground using my abs.”
Tom said but by the sound of his voice he didn’t seem to be under that much pressure. I walked up to Iona and carried on with what I cane to do…
“can I have the car keys?”
“sure! Why?”
“Jay asked if I could stay the night so I was just going to pick up a few things.”
“cool!”
Iona said cheerily. I took the keys and walked out the door shouting
“I’ll be back in 5!”
Getting a huge ok from the house. I got in the car and drove.

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I got to the block. I ran up the three flights of stairs to my flat to see my door was wide open. Did someone brake in? I slowly jogged in the door and stopped dead in my tracks. It was my worst nightmare come true.
“HELLO!”
he said.
“how?”
Was all I could say.
“shut the door.”
He growled. I gulped. I had the worst feeling in my stomach.
“surprise.”
He said with no emotion what so ever.
“you know I hate surprises.”
“I guess that’s why I did it then.”
“how?”
“Oh, it was easy. I just went to your mum and asked if I could surprise you by popping down to your flat, she happily gave me the address. What a stupid stupid woman.”
I looked at the floor.
“well? Aren’t you going to give me a hug?”
He was twisted like that. He walked toasted me with his arms apart. He quickly dropped one arm and slapped me with the other.
“oops. Didn’t hurt did it?”
“no”
I said I was pretty used to it by now.
“oh well I guess I’ll have to hit you harder!”
He spat in my face and punched me in the eye. That hurt.
“I moved your things out of the bedroom and by the sofa because I’m nice like that.”
He smiled. All I gave him was a blank look and said…
“your staying?”
He nodded. That was great. He wasn’t ever going to let me out again. He gave me a blank look
“cheer up little girl.”
He said.
“no.”
I put it straight. I was finally going to tell him that he’s not welcome.
“what did you say?”
“I said no! And your not in control of me anymore and your not welcome here!”
I shouted at him. Then he grabbed my hair and dragged my to the counter, I couldn’t see what he grabbed but he stabbed it in my stomach and then threw it on the floor. I hugged my stomach in pain. He threw me on the floor and kicked me. He paused before kicking me again in the ribs. I was covered in blood. He put his foot on the side of my head and squished my face, making my nose bleed. He stepped over me and walked out the door, he slammed it behind him.

I could barely move. I reached to my phone that I dropped when I saw him. I quickly searched through my contacts to Jay. It rang two rings before he picked up.
“hello!”
He said really cheery. I couldn’t say much, I was in pain. The only word I managed to whisper was
“help”
I felt my eyelids get heavy and before I knew it everything went black.

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Mon, 24 Oct 2011 13:53:22 -0400

Part 8 - Tantrum!

*Iona’s P.O.V.*

Straight after we got back me and Tom ran upstairs. Tom led me into his room and shut the door behind me he gently pushed me on the bed. He crawled up beside me. We were both drunk out of our minds. Tom started to stroke my cheek I looked into his beautiful eyes. Our faces got closer and closer until our noses touched. He moved his lips closer to mine and kissed me gently but with passion as if he wanted this for a long time. He pulled out of the kiss and started to leave a trail of kisses down my neck making me laugh it tickled but it was nice. He looked up to me and I kissed him on the forehead. He the rolled on top of me with a leg each side. He kissed me again with more force and heat. He pulled away for air and out of the total blue I sneezed. Making us laugh like absolute loons. But then all we could hear was a huge thud. We stopped laughing automatically. Tom rolled of me and got up to see what it was. He peeked round the door and laughed. He shut the door and came back to me saying
“Jay just fell flat on his face!”
We both laughed again, this night was hilarity.

*morning!*

I woke up next Tom who’s head was next to my shoulder. I don’t quite remember what happened last night but there was a lot of laughter. I kissed Toms head and got up I heard voices downstairs so I followed them everyone was up apart from Tom.
I walked in the living room and sat down next to Amber and watched what was on the TV. Everyone was looking at me in expectation.
“what?”
I said, and everyone had a creepy smile on their faces.
“what?!”
“did you not realise how loud you were last night?”
Connie laughed. I smiled she probably heard me and Tom laughing last night.
“haha! You heard the laughing then.”
“yeah! What was so funny?”
Connie replied and so I told them about how drunk we were and how Tom in the middle of the night, well sort of morning we went to bed that late, woke me up by falling off the bed and started to tantrum whilst getting back up and back to my side.

*Toms P.O.V.*

I woke up and my head hurt so much. I quickly ran to the bathroom and was sick. Almost automatically I felt better. I wondered down stairs to find Iona. As soon as I entered to living room everyone started laughing and pointing at me. What had I done? Iona had a cheeky smile on her face.
“what’s so funny?”
“you last night!”
Jay joked.
“oh”
I said miserably, I hated it when they took the piss. I stormed into the kitchen and made myself some tea. Then max came in and said they were only having a laugh. But I didn’t find it funny. I made my tea and forgot about it.

*Nathan’s P.O.V.*

Today Joana was coming over she was a great sister and I couldn’t wait to meet her we hadn’t seen each other in ages. I ran excitedly to Tom and Max in the kitchen and tolled the news! I was so happy. Tyler walked in and said…
“what are you so giddy about nath?”
“my sis is coming over. She’s called Joana. Your going to love her!”
I said. Hoping Tyler would get along with her. The chances were pretty high because Joana’s such a great person.
“ok!”
Tyler smiled. She was going to come at 12 and she was going to get a taxi from the station even though I offered to pick her up.

*Ambers P.O.V.*

Max came back into the living room and Iona got up so max snuggled up next to me on the sofa. I said thanks to Iona before she left the room. Jay and Connie were squished to each other on the arm chair and Siva and Meg were curled up next to each other on the corner sofa. The TV was playing finding Nemo. I love that film. I was guessing the rest of the day was going to be like this lounging around, watching films. A while later Tom and Iona came back and Tom put Iona on his lap and put himself next to Siva. The Tyler and Nath came jumping back into the room and cuddled up to each other on the giant beanbag in the middle of the floor. I rested my head on Max’s chest and felt his breathing get heavy. I then felt a gentle kiss on the top of my head. I knew Max was a great friend but would he be a great boyfriend? I thought all the times I’ve seen him with a girl he’s treated them like their royalty, that was good. And I suppose that answered my question. A smile appeared on my face.

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