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If You Can Dream It, You Can Do It!

Part 24 - separate

*Becky’s P.O.V*

I pulled away from Nathan almost gasping for air from our kiss. I opened my eyes and we were face to face almost kissing again.
“Nath, what are you doing?”
I whispered a little shocked.
“I always loved youuuuuu!”
He slurred drunk out of his mind.
“no Nathan you don’t, you love Tyler!”
He looked puzzled and said…
“your not Tyler?”
“NO NATH!”
“oh, what have I done then?”
He said looking like a two year old realising what he’d done.
“you, you cheated on her Nath!”
I said slightly happy he chose me but outraged that he did it whilst he was in a relationship!

He slowly nodded and walked off shaking his head in disappointment at what he did. I didn’t quite know how I show react. I slowly wondered around look for Tyler I didn’t want her to be mad. I could find her anywhere, now the reality of it all sunk in, I felt so guilty.

***

I got back to my hotel/venue room and slumped into bed, I wanted to go to Tyler and Naths room but i heard shouting from their room as I walked past. I didn’t want to intrude. I tried not to worry and went to sleep

*morning*
*Nathans P.O.V*

I woke with a big head ache and was confused as to why I was on the floor of a bathroom. I put it to good us and was sick in the loo. I rummaged around cupboards and found some ibuprofen, I took it with some water. I stumbled out of the bathroom to find a very grumpy Meg and Siva.
“why am I in your room?”
“oh he doesn’t remember.”
Meg whispered to Seev.
“Nath, you kissed Becky last night and Tyler saw you. You were drunk and argued with her, the whole hotel heard you and she kicked you out.”
Siva explained.
“oh”
Was all I could say.
“Yes OH!! You’re in big trouble Nathan and everyone is angry with you!”
Meg shouted.
“sorry, I’ll leave”
I started to slump out.
“no! If your thinking of going to speak to Tyler she doesn’t want to hear it and don’t think about talking to Becky because I don’t think she wants to hear what lame excuse you’ve come up with as to why you thought she was Tyler.”
Meg moaned again.

I thought for a second about the stuff I remember doing: i asked for a drink and I thought Becky was Tyler. That’s all I could remember apart from this one thing which I think must have been a dream, I quizzed Siva and Meg on it anyway…
“was there any singing involved in all this?”
They looked at each other with a smirk.
“yeah, you sang Delilah - Plain White T’s to Tyler’s door when she shut you out”
“oh,” I said remembering flash backs, “I’m screwed aren’t I?”
“yes” they said blankly in unison.

*Tyler’s P.O.V.*

I don’t know whether I can forgive Nathan after what he’s done, I guess we should just stay separate for a while, until things settle down…

*skipping the honey moon*

*Narrator*

But things never did, Tyler moved out to an apartment on the floor below. Nathan and Tyler barely saw each other for the two weeks Amber and Max were in The Caribbean for. Nathan felt guilty and didn’t know how to make it up to her, Tyler felt he hadn’t done anything to apologise because he did want them together again. Eventually Tyler went on a date but tolled the girls it made her think about how much she missed Nath, Nathan had secretly planned something after he saw Tyler go for her date which he felt jealous about…

*now*
*Nathan’s P.O.V.*

Tonight is the night, last night I saw Tyler go for a date, luckily for me, he didn’t go back to her apartment.

I had timed everything to perfection unlike me I wasn’t going to be late to get my girl back! I was lighting the last few candles when I heard her footsteps. I rushed to the switch in side the shaft to the steps and flicked on the fairy lights. I ran over to the ledge of the block of flats on the roof and looked down to see her walking down the road towards the block.

I walked to my keyboard and switched it on to the amps. I started to play Evanescence - Forgive Me as I played an introduction I said…
“Tyler this ones for you,” I stood up as I played some more to see her reaction. She was looking deep into my eyes, “come up to the roof. Please?”
I started to play the song without words first whilst she came up.

She opened to shaft door to the roof and looked amazing and shocked,
“Nath what is-“
I interrupted her with the lyrics.

Once I finished there was a only a look between us. It was like she was looking deep into my soul to see if what the lyrics said were from the heart, as she found her answer she smiled simply.
“I’m sorry about what I did and how I left it so long but I saw you with that guy and I realised how much I wanted you,”
I stepped towards her so we were close,
“I think, I… love you.”
I stuttered like she’d taken my breath from me with her beauty so I could speak.
“I think I love you too.”
I smiled and stepped closer so we were almost touching, it was now just air between us which was filled with silence and passion. I tilted my head to kiss her on the cheek but she took my head in her hands and snogged me with such love and force It was like I’d been to war and she hadn’t heard from me in years. We were fighting for breath afterwards.

I stepped away,
“I did all this for you.”
“I know and I love it so much, Nathan I’m sorry about how I reacted but I could quite believe it’d happened A. That I’d dated you and B. That you kissed someone else.”
“I’m more sorry trust me!”
We laughed.

That night was the best, mostly lying down looking at the stars together, kissing and telling each other how much we missed one another.


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Part 23 - I thought…

*WEDDING DAY!*

*Tylers P.O.V.*

All us girls slept over Ambers last night so we could get ready as soon as we woke up. Max was with the boys over at Toms so max couldn’t see the bride before.

6:30 am;

“AHHHHH IT’S MY WEDDING DAY!!…….”

I woke with a startle of Amber realising what today is. It didn’t last long though, she tripped over and face planted the floor on the landing next to our door.

She opened the door looking sorry that she woke us and that she fell over. She soon grinned like a monkey making us all burst into fits of laughter. She jumped in the spare rooms bed with me and Connie, so did everyone else so us 5 were all squished in bed and soon fell back asleep with how early Amber woke us.

——————- 9:00am

As I woke up I rolled over and fell on the floor. Flat on my face. I pushed myself up with a groan and fell down again at how tired I was. Suddenly realisation kicked in.
“omg…what’s the time?”
I whispered to myself.
“phew.”
I checked the clock, stood and stared at the girls mumbling and groaning as they woke up too.
“Come on girlies, we’ve got a wedding to get ready for!”
I said trying to sound enthusiastic and not tired.

Before we knew it half an hour had past and we started running around, doing make up, getting dressed and organising eachother.
“oh shite!”
I heard from the bathroom.
“what?”
Everyone said apart from Connie in the bathroom.
“I broke the dresses zip…help I’m stuck”
Connie said swinging open the door and revealing her arms stuck up through the top of the dress, her head half covered with the bust of the dress and the bottom of it just covering the top of her thigh.

“oh dear connie!”
Everyone laughed.
“how the hell did you manage that?!”
Amber said.
“well I couldn’t get it over my huge ass so I tried to slide it over the top. Well, the zip wasn’t all the way to the bottom so I got stuck and broke it but for some reason it still won’t move!”
She said trying not to laugh and cry.

Iona walked over and span Connie around. You could see the zip had come off one side of the zip but taken some thread with it so it was tangled in itself.
“ok I’m going to need scissors and a new dress or zip.”
Iona stated.
“well I don’t want Connie to wear one dress different from the rest.”
Amber said worried.
Iona picked up the scissors and cut away to get the whole zip off.

Connie’s dress was destroyed and we needed to get a new one.
“I need a bigger size because I’m fat.”
She laughed going over to the shop where we bought them the first time.

————- 11:30 am

“we need to be at the church at 1 girls so hurry.”

It had taken us all morning to do our make up and get the bridesmaids dresses on. Connie had just come back with a new dress and had to start to catch up with the rest of us.

We were all doing our hair now.
“should we have It curly.”
“or straight?”
Meg and I said.
“up or down?”
I said debating.
“erm down and straight because Ambers having her hair up and curly so we won’t steal your thunder that way.”
Meg suggested.

“awww that’s really sweet of you to do that. Thank you guys!”
Amber said giving us all a hug and starting to tear up.
“don’t cry now, you’ll ruin your make up.”
“oh yeah, sorry”
Amber sniffed.

———— 12:00

“ONE HOUR GUYS!!”
Amber said screaming like a loony.
“I’m nervous.”
She added grinning.
“haha don’t be it’s going to be perfect”
I said doing Ambers hair.

I slipped in the last pin and it was finished. She looked in the mirror and said…
“it’s beautiful. Thank you so much Tyler. You’re so talented!”
She gave me a huge hug.

“time to put on my dress!”
Amber squealed.

——-

We helped Amber put her dress on and her vale too. She looked beautiful.

The car arrived and we helped Amber into it giving her the bouquet. The plan was that she’d be driven around for a while to delay time but not to long. We would get in the car and arrive there before her with her dad.

I shut the car door and we waved as she disappeared round the corner. I swung round on my heals and said…
“go go go!”
To the others.
We ran to our taxi hiding round the corner and piled in.

———- 12:50

Us four girls were in pairs opposite each other with our mini bouquets waiting for the taxi of our men to arrive to take us up the aisle. Ambers Dad was there next to us waiting for Amber.

Soon the boys arrived including Max and the ceremony could begin!

———

The Rolls Royce turned up and out came a very angelic Amber. Her dad opened and close the door for her, taking her arm.

Max was walking through the doors with Tom by his side so he couldn’t see the bride till they were actually at the alter.

Jay and Iona linked arms and walked up the isle. Followed by Me and Nathan, then Siva and Meg with Max’s Dog. I peered over my shoulder and saw Amber and her dad start to walk with Connie behind carrying the train.

We walked all the way to the front and Jay, Nathan and Iona sat down. I stood next to the alter on Ambers side since I was maid of honer with me was Meg with Ambers ring for max on a pillow.

Tom stood opposite ,where Max would stand, since he was Max’s best man with him was Max and Siva with the dog and the ring on a pillow. The doors were closed before Amber and her dad and Connie.

Suddenly the piano kicked in and slowly the big brown wooden doors opened to reveal Amber looking like she was in a fairy tale. I saw the look on Max’s face and he beamed with joy at how amazing his life will be spending the rest of his life with Amber.

She floated up the isle and when her eyes locked with Max’s at the alter you could tell nothing would come between them. You could let a bomb off in front of them and they wouldn’t flinch, it was magical.

————(skipping to rings)——

“So do you Maximilian Alberto George take Amber Ellis to be your lawful wedded wife, in sickness and in health, for richer and for poorer till death do you part?”
The vicar spoke.
“I do.”
Max claimed sliding the ring onto Ambers finger.

“And do you Amber Ellis take Maximilian Alberto George to be your lawful wedded husband, in sickness and in health, for richer and for poorer till death parts you?”
“I do.”
Amber whispered almost tearing up while placing the ring onto Max’s finger.

“with power vested in me, I now pronounce you man and wife! You may kiss the bride!”

Everyone cheered and clapped standing up as Max pulled back Ambers vale and gave her a huge romantic snog in front of everyone.

———

Max and Amber linked arms and walked down the steps from the church and Max place Amber into the Rolls Royce. They were off to the reception and after party!

Everyone who was invited to the reception came along with their gifts for the bride and groom. Then our party could begin!!

———-

*Max’s P.O.V.*

We were just about to pull up to the venue and I looked deep into Ambers eyes and said…
“I’m glad you came…into my life.”
Her smile fade to all seriousness.
“sorry I love you!”
I said and I gave her a peck on the cheek.
“well done Max you made your first joke of our wedding!”
She said sarcastically.

We started to turn down the drive of the venue and we looked out of our windows in amazement.
“it’s beautiful!”
Amber said.

———*Tylers P.O.V.*

The evening was amazing the reception was great! Loads of presents. They were all stacked up on a table for Amber and Max to take home. The cake would be cut later, it looked do good!

The entertainment had just finished and it was time for fireworks. Everyone started to gather outside. Max and Amber stood cutely together and so did all the other couples. The fireworks started and there was a love heart in the sky.

Nathan turned to me and said
“my head hurts! Sorry sweetie could you get me a glass of water?”
He had a couple of drinks earlier but he said the music was giving him a head ache.
“sure anything for you.”
“thank you.”
He said and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I walked up the steps into the empty bar and got Nath a glass of water. I walked out, back to the top of the steps and looked up at the beautiful sky light up with colours. It was surreal. I slowly turned my head and looked down to were I thought I left Nathan but he was gone. I scanned around the crowd a bit worried for were he’d gone.

Then I saw something that I couldn’t believe. With a startle of a firework I dropped the glass and saw their faces light up from the glow of the sky. Forcing tears started to fall from my eyes. I thought they were close enough. I thought I could trust him.

I thought he…loved me. Maybe I wasn’t thinking though…

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22 - Girl of my dreams

*3 weeks and 2 days on*
*5 nights before the wedding*

*Max’s P.O.V.*

I have got everything I’ve wanted to plan planned and Amber has too. We are currently sat in bed looking at everything we’ve got planned for our wedding. It was in a giant scrap book Amber made when she was young when she dreamt about her perfect wedding.

We had our church booked in Manchester. The car was hired, it was a Rolls Royce… http://www.arrowvintagecars.co.uk/images/fleet/medium/1938-rolls-royce.jpg to take her to the church and venue.
The flowers for the venue were White a purple roses and a few lavenders in there to make the room smell nice. The brides and bridesmaids dresses were done but I was aloud to see them. Our suits were fitted and ties were matched to flowers. The came was 4 tier and went white, white, white, purple and then had different purple shaded flowers down the side. The entertainment was Lawson and GMD3 as they are close to me and the band.

The venue was heythrop park… http://www.hitched.co.uk/wedding-venues/heythrop-park-resort_3515.htm
(take a look around that. AMAZING BTW!)
It does it own catering so we didn’t have to plan that. We’d stay in their honeymoon sweet for the night and then i’d take her to my surprise location for our honey moon!

I’m so excited. It’s going to be the best day of our lives. The photographer is a close family friend and then there’s going to be pap, who aren’t invited but will be trying to get in. Also we got a wedding video person to film everything.

Last but not least is the roles our friends and family are playing in this. I chose Tom as my best man and Siva as my ring barer with the dog for me. Amber chose Tyler for maid of honour and Meg as ring barer for her. Everybody else was going to be brides maids. Amber even planned how we’d go down the aisle, it went Tom and me, Jay and Iona, Tyler and Nathan, Siva and the dog and Meg, Amber and her dad and Connie holding the train.

I turned to Amber with her head on my chest, I could tell she wasn’t sleeping but she had her eyes closed.
“Amber?”
“yeah..”
She whispered sliding the scrap book over to her top draw and into it, she gently put her head back to my chest.
“Our weddings going to be amazing. I’m so glad it’s going to be with you, the girl of my dreams. Your perfect in every way, I’m so happy I found you”
I felt a tear slip out of my eye and it dripped on to my chest next to Ambers eye. She saw the tear and said…
“awww come here you soppy git!”
She hugged me tight with her hair falling perfectly next to me. I took a deep breath in and smelt her hair, it smelled like strawberries and made me feel warm and with that I gave her a gentle graze of the lips by her earlobe.
“max?”
She pulled away winking at me.
“nope. We said we wouldn’t have sex a week before the marriage so that our wedding night and honeymoon would be extra special.”
I said bluntly to tease her.
“awww that’s a shame.”
She winked again.
“naaa stop foolin’ now Ambs, we promised. Now bed. Ok?”
“ok maxxy baby.”
She winked once more before sliding over to her side of the bed.
“I love you”
I said.
“I love you too”
Amber said back.

This made me even more excited for our honeymoon. I waited a while before I knew Amber was asleep, I slid open my bottom draw and rummaged for our honeymoon tickets. I stared at them in excitement. I was so happy I’d found my girl and we are about to spend the rest of our lives together.


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Part 21 - Grown up.

*2 months later*

*Toms P.O.V.*

Today is Iona’s first doctors appointment so I’m going with her to see if everything is ok.

We got into the car and Iona turned to me…
“you don’t have to come you know Tom?”
“no no, I want to.”
“are you sure? They will ask me personal stuff and you may feel a little awkward?”
“oh, like what?”
I asked, surely if it’s anything personal I would already know.
“err if I’m healthy, ya know, down there and that sort of stuff.”
“oh. Trust me your healthy down there”
I winked. She started to blush.
“no Tom i mean like, periods and STI’s and that sort of stuff.”
“oh, that sort of personal. I’ll just focus on something else, it’ll be fine.”
“ok I was just wondering because I don’t want you being all weird when she starts to ask me about when my last period was and when it ended and-“
I cut her off feeling slightly uncomfortable.
“ok I get the picture.”
“I see.”
I laughed.

*Ambers P.O.V.*

It’s been two months and I’ve been planning bits of the wedding but I really need to get everything done in these next 4 weeks.

So far I’ve got the boys suits fitted and I’ve sorted the flowers and placed an order for our cake. So it’s basically everything really important to me that needs sorting now, like the dress/dresses, venue, reception and the caterer. Max wants a part in it so he is planning our honeymoon and the car/what ever he picks to take me and my father to the wedding in.

Today me and the girls, apart from Iona who will join us when she is ready, are going shopping for the dresses! I hope it will be amazing and I’ll find the perfect dress. Although there is 1 problem. The paparazzi, they’ve been following me for ages trying to get in on what is at the wedding. So me and the girls are going ‘undercover’ as we put it, we are trying to hide our faces as much as possible and we have rang the places we may visit to tell them we’re coming, also we have a different cars with blacked out windows to take us to each shop. It’s all very funny and a little sad but we’re doing it for laughs!

I got into our first car all ready, I was wearing big black sun glasses and a red hoodie with the hood up to hide my hair. Tyler was wearing her hair in a bun and a cute purple ribbon over her hair and some large dark blue/purple sun glasses too. Connie slid into the car and she was wearing a light pink scarf over her hair and some big metal black sun glasses. Finally, Meg hopped in the front wearing a blue body warmer with white fur on the hood and some light blue sun glasses.

Together we looked like a bunch of crazy women, we all looked at each other and laughed. We all took our sun glasses off and jointly said…
“I can’t see a thing!”
And burst into more laughter.

Big kev was driving us to our first shop because we made a deal that we would buy him a chicken tikka curry if he drove us. He was all suited up and had a black cap on, he looked like a real shofar!
“ya know kev, you’ll make a good man in black!”
Tyler laughed.

——-

We went into our first shop which had some beautiful wedding dresses in.
“wow! Look at that one!”
Connie said pointing to this http://www.dresss.co.uk/images/l/Wedding%20dress%20with%20color/HSC0002.jpg

“I know isn’t it beautiful. But I don’t feel like it’s the one you know?”
“yeah”
The girls agreed.
“can I help you?”
The shop assistant asked.
“no we’re good.”
“alright, if you don’t like anything here I could design you a dress with your ideas in mind?”
“oooh that’d be far to hard to do.”
I sighed. She nodded and we left the shop.

————

We have been to 6 shops now and I still hadn’t found a dress. We were walking down the street chatting, we had given up on the whole undercover plot, we haven’t found anything I truly love.

It was at that moment I saw the most beautiful dress in the world, it was amazing. I fall in love. I completely stopped.

*Tyler’s P.O.V.*

I noticed that Amber stopped, we turned to see what she was looking at and we saw the most beautiful dress ever. The diamonds on the bodice were amazing, the ruffles in the skirt looked so delicate. It was the one, we all new it was the one…


*Iona’s P.O.V.*

It was over, finally! Everything was fine which me and Tom were glad about! Tom asked a few embarrassing questions like can I still have sex! I basically sunk in my seat! But Tom was happy because I still can.

Tom went off to the house to tell how it went to the boys, and I was off to meet the girls. I was half way there and got a call…
“WE FOUND IT!”
Amber screamed down the phone.
“ok cool I’m on my way!”
“thank you, I’ll see you in a bit then and we’ll all get dressed up!”
“yay ok see ya!”
“bye.”
I was so excited to see how she looked, with her fabulous body she’ll look amazing.

—————-

I was there and everyone was sat next to a mirror and in the centre of the shop was a platform…
“can I come out now?”
I heard Amber ask from a fitting room…
“yeah!”
We all shouted.
I sat down next to the 4 girls as Amber came out of the changing room and stood on the platform in front of the mirror. I looked up and saw this beautiful and elegant dress on her perfect body. A crowd of “awww“‘s came after.

We all started to tear up at how perfect it was…
http://t.co/tjUCI3E

We had already bought our dresses…
http://weddingdresses.havewedding.com/files/2011/07/purple-bridesmaid-dress-2-211x300.jpg
but we hadn’t tried them on yet and
so we all got dressed up and had a little group photo.

Her wedding was going to be beautiful and she was so lucky to have found her perfect man. It’s like we’ve all grown up.

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Part 20 - memories came flooding back much like the tears

*Jays P.O.V.*

Everyone was sat in the living room waiting for Iona and Tom to tells us something, we were all sat down and Tom was stood next to Iona with his arm round her waist. Connie was grinning like a Cheshire cat and almost dancing on her chair. Iona had tears in her eyes.
“RIGHT!”
I Iona screeched in excitement.
“we have some very exciting news to tell you and I hope you take it nicely.”
The room nodded.
“ok so it was kinda a mistake but a good one…”
I was confused now but Iona and Connie laughed, erm inside joke? Who knows, it Tom!
“so…we’re having a baby!”
They said in unison.

My jaw dropped, a baby at this stage. I hope tom’s alright with this. The girls jumped up and gave Iona a huge group hug and they started to babble about babies.

Tom walked over to us smiling at Iona on his way.
“Thomas is growing up!”
Max shouted crunching his ear whilst Tom did his good boy face at us.
“mate are you sure your ready for a baby?”
Nathan said worried as Tom sat down next to us. I nodded in agreement with Nath.
“yeah, well sort of. I know I’ll be ready in 9 months!”
He said smiling.
“i think this causes for a bit-o-celebration!”
Siva said, the girls heads turned and they shouted together “yeah!” and “woo”
They ran of into the kitchen for more drink I suppose. I don’t think I want to drink after how much I had last night!

—————-

We decided we’d out for a meal and then go clubbing in stead of drinking again, I don’t think I could cope, one of us would have got arrested, probably Tom, if we drank as much as we did yesterday.

————-

We are back at the flat and Connie was in her room getting ready, every now and then I’d hear a thump and then some swearing, god knows what she’s doing up there. I was ready and we had to leave now or we’d be late for our reservations.
“CONNIE?! We have to go now or we’ll be late!”
I rang up her stairs.
“coming!”
She said as I walked to the door, I opened the door and turned around to see Connie stood there with a confused smile on her face.
“how do I look?”
“…a…amazing.”
I smiled she looked beautiful, she was wearing a black pencil skirt and a strapless red top tucked into it, with red heels and black tights, it all matched with her red shoulder bag and glasses which were red and see-through stripes and the make was Icy. I’d never seen her wear glasses before.
“glasses?”
I questioned.
“yeah I’m driving so I need to see.”
“oh, what are you?”
“huh? Oh right lenses? I’m short-sighted.”
“what does that mean?”
“it means I can see things in front of me but not far away.”
I nodded and held out my arm for her to take. She lopped hers around mine and we locked the door and left.

————-

We are at the restaurant now and we’ve all eaten a lovely meal.
I think all the girls talked about was marriage, babies and sex. Whereas we talked about getting drunk and sex. Haha! And now we are about to hit the clubs! We are already a bit tipsy but sober enough to get in to clubs, we had our VIP passes and plus ones too.

We got in to our first club called koco and it looked really nice on the outside,
We walked in and it was packed. We got some drinks for everyone apart from Iona who can’t drink because of the baby and partied on through the night swapping from club to club and eventually we got Tom so drunk we weren’t allowed in anymore. He was practically begging to go in more clubs but people who see us coming and shake their heads to tell us to ‘don’t even bother’.

————

We got home without getting stopped by the police for drink driving, luckily. I stumbled up the stairs with Connie to our apartment. I wasn’t to drunk though and I don’t think she was either. I took her hand and looked deep into her eyes as we kissed, i led her into the apartment, she kicked the door shut and didn’t leave my lips once.

We pulled away and she smiled at me, I walked her into my room and she giggled I am guessing she’s ready to take it a step further then. I kissed her passionately as I took her top off and she did mine. I put my hand on her stomach and gripped so I could put her on the bed but…
“ow ow ow!”
She cried.
“what what?!”
I said worryingly looking into her eyes.

*My P.O.V.*

I looked down at wear Jays Han was placed and the memories came flooding back much like the tears in my eyes. His hand was placed tightly on my knife wound from wear David had stabbed me, it still hadn’t healed properly and it hurt when I put pressure on it like when I slept on that side.

Jay quickly took his hand of it and apologised over an over even though I said I was ok, but tears still trickled down my cheeks just remembering those horrible nights. I shook my head trying to not remember, I thought of how Jay came to my rescue (kind of) and I tried to smile.

Jay gave me a quick hug and pecked my lips thinking that we wouldn’t do it night but I held on to his lips. Jay pulled away…
“are you sure?”
“yes.”
I agreed.

Jay put me on the bed and every now and then he’d notice a bruise of mine and apologise…
“Jay stop saying sorry, you did nothing wrong.”
“I have, I wasn’t there to stop him.”
“Jay, stop it. Trust me you haven’t.”
I tutted.
The night carried on from there Jay was amazing he was so gentle with me like I was a piece of expensive glass. I feel asleep next to his warm chest slowly drifting off to deep peaceful sleep to the beat of his heart and his gentle breathing. He had one arm over me around my waist, he made very sure he didn’t touch any of my bruises or the wound.

That night was magical, amazing and I’d love to have him like that more often, just me and him together. I feel closer to Jay more than ever now.


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If you can dream it, You can do it!

Part 19 - this is why I love you

*Toms P.O.V.*

I rolled over to see no Iona. I popped my boxers on and wondered over to the bathroom, my head kills. The bathroom door slowly opened and I stopped. Connie was walking toward me but looking an talking back at iona who just stared at me as if I had killed someone. Connie’s head spun quickly round at me then back to Iona and said…
“there’s no time like the present!”
With a smile which faded when she saw Iona’s blank expression.
“what’s up babe?”

I asked iona. Something was obviously on her mind, she seemed all closed up. She gulped, a clear sign that there was something she had to say.
“babe?”
I repeated.

“ha. Ha. Haaaa…?”
She choked out, she looked confused.
“well…errrm.”
“what?”
I said bluntly.
Connie meanwhile was stood there like a awkward turtle in-between us looking back and forth as we each said something. Almost immediately me and Iona looked at Connie as if to say ‘err leave?’ She slid slowly backwards toward the door, hitting her back on it and then opening it too quickly so she face planted it.
“ow fuck!”
She swore, me and Iona still looking at her like ‘what the fuck?’ Connie looked back at us and coughed out a nervous laugh she looked at Iona and said sorry. She left.

Iona turned to me and said…
“you may want to sit down for this.”
I fell back on to the bed, I rubbed the side of the bed next to me to indicate Iona should sit next to me but she didn’t. Instead she started to pace, she looked deep in focus, every now and then she’d look back at me open her mouth shake her head and go back to thinking. I just watched.

She finally stopped turned toward me and looked straight into my eyes…
“well…I guess there’s no other way to say this so I’m just going to go ahead and say it.”
I nodded.
“right. So last night was great and everything?”
“yeah. Cut to the chase?”
I said getting a tad impatient.
“right right…”
She paused.

“I’m pregnant.”
She said looking worried and scared.

*Iona’s P.O.V.*

Tom just looked at me with a blank face. No expression. I take this as a bad sign.
“well?”
I asked.
Still nothing. Not even a flinch. I got worried and had to say something.
“I’m sorry Tom, it wasn’t my fault. I understand if you never want to see me again or we get an abortion!”

I started to blabber but Tom said something that surprised me…
“wait what? You understand if I never want to see you again?! Why the hell would I want to do that and I’d never get an abortion! Iona, i love you and I personally think having a baby will make us stronger!”
He said with a beam, tears started to form in his eyes and I was sobbing.
“iona I’ll never leave you, I love you and that’s that. We are having this baby.”
I cried and he gave me a huge hug and kissed me.
“This is why I love you.”
I said with a teary voice to Tom as he stroked my hair and he slid his hands round my waist.

We opened the door to see Connie with her head hovered where the door was, she slowly looked up. She was crying too.
“aww you guys!”
She said and gave us a big hug.

Me and Tom walked downstairs to find some people still asleep in the living room and in the kitchen was Tyler and Nath, Jay, Siva and Meg. They had made some waffles and were handing them round. I looked at Tom, he had a huge smile on his face. I couldn’t wait to tell everyone the great news.

I still can’t believe that I live with Tom Parker, he’s going out with me and now he’s agreed that we are having thus baby together. I guess dreams do come true.

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If You Can Dream It, You Can Do It!

Part 18 - oh…my…god.

*Megs P.O.V.*

Max had taken Amber upstairs, probably having sexytime in Toms spare room. I an with Siva sat on the sofa and we are playing Pictionary Porno version. It started of just a game of Pictionary but when Jay got water bed he had to go that little bit further and draw some people having sex on the bed too. And from there on it’s Porno. Nath drew on some of the cards a dick to symbolise it had to have something to do with sex in.

We’ve been through all of the cards so we are deciding to get drunk or go to bed. For me and Siva we are getting wasted! Actually i think that’s everybody’s plan.

———-*morning*———

I woke up on the sofa with Siva collapsed on the floor. I had a huge head ache and I don’t really know what happened after Tom started to be barman and mix drinks. I have a horrid taste in my mouth too.

I got up almost tripping over the guests bodies passed out on the floor. I wondered into the kitchen to see Jay and Connie talking…
“hey guys.”
“hi”
The groaned in pain. Connie passed me the packet of paracetamol and a glass of water. I swallowed the tablet and gave the packet back. We didn’t really speak, I guess there was tension between them. I don’t know what though. Mean Connie said Jays been acting strange lately, I wonder if they fell out.

*My P.O.V.*

I wondered up stairs to see were everyone was and I got half way up the stairs to find Becks fast asleep just sprawled out over the top steps. I slowly woke her up and helped her to a chair in the living room. I gave her a blanket and with in the space of about two seconds she fell asleep again.

I put a dressing gown over Tom (Jays brother) and took his beer can from his hand, he was next to the TV. I walked over to Siva and put a pillow under his head because his head was on a pile of board games.

I made my way back up stairs and heard some noise from the spare room. It sounded like giggling from Max and Amber. I walked Across the hall to find Tyler sat up and asleep against the door frame of Toms room.
“how can that be comfortable?!”
I whispered to myself an carried on into Toms room.

*Iona’s P.O.V.*

I fell of the bed and woke up with a shock, I wasn’t wearing clothes so I was kind of worried what happened last night. I got straight back into bed to see Tom there also naked. I guess we slept together last night then.

I was slowly getting dressed and then out of the blue I had to be sick. I ran into our bathroom to see Nath with his head on the rim of the loo fast asleep. Strange kid. I ran to the loo and shoved Nath off it and was sick. He shot up and swore at me…
“sorry.”
I said. He grumbled and walked out. I shut the door and locked it. I was going to do a pregnancy test because I can’t remember what happened last night and I don’t know whether Tom used protection.

——————-

“oh…my…god”
I couldn’t believe me eyes. It can’t be true, as much as I love Tom I don’t know if I’m read for this. I decided to do a couple more just to be in the safe side…

————

I heard a knock at the door. I opened it to see a perky Connie. I grabbed her hand and pulled her in the bathroom and locked the door behind us.
“I only needed the loo can -“
Connie started.
“I’ve got some really big news.”
I said holding up the stick. Connie stood there starring at it with her mouth wide open. I don’t think she could quite believe it either.
“are you sure?! Is it working right?”
“yep”
I pointed to the other two, all with ye same thing on.
“tolled tom yet?”
“nope.”
I sad gulping.
“when you going to tell him?”
“I don’t know Connie that’s why I pulled you in here!”
I said losing a bit of patience.
“oh.”
She said with realisation.
“yes oh. Think a little quicker Connie, what the hell do I do?!”
“ummm…speak to Tom. I’ll help anyway I can if you want. I’ll be here if you need me”
“thank you. Your a good friend.”
“I know! Haha come on let’s get breakfast and we will sort this out later. Ok?”
“ok.”
I smiled. Connie was a good friend to rely on.


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If You Can Dream It, You Can Do It!

Part 17 - HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

*Max’s P.O.V.*

It’s new years eve! I took Amber shopping earlier just to get some things for the party tonight. We are having a big smash up round toms place.

Right now we are on our way to toms flat, I have a little surprise for Amber tonight but I don’t know whether to do it or not, I’ll ask the boys whether I should or not. I love Amber so much and I really feel like we could be together forever I really do hope so.

We arrived at Tom and the lights were off and the music was pumping load, you could feel the floor shake, I knocked on the door and Tom answered.
“heya mate!”
Tom shouted.
I took Ambers had and we gave Tom the booze, that probably wasn’t the best idea. We wondered into the kitchen were I got a drink for me and Amber. I looked at her and couldn’t hide my smile, she was beautiful in every single way, i want her to be mine and only mine. She was talking to Connie and Tyler about something but she couldn’t help but laugh. I wondered over…
“here’s ya drink. What you guys laughing about?”
I said and put my hand around Ambers waist.
“we’re talking about what Nath said to Tyler last night!”
She giggled.
“what’d he say?”
“he said to me, out of the blue, I love you like I love caps.”
Tyler laughed her head off and said…
“then he said, I just want more! You fit so well and I look cool with you.”
I laughed a little, what was going through Naths head when he came up with that?!

“I’m going to go find the guys.”
“ok”
Amber said and I wondered into the living room where I saw the guys talking and jays bro talking in a huddle. There were quite a few of toms old schoolmates here and some of his family. I wondered over to the boys. I had a really important question to ask.

“hey guys!”
“HI!”
They all shouted.
“max are you going to ask the question tonight right mate?”
Tom said, I’d recently been talking to Tom about it. I’ve decided to tell the boys, I’ve got to tell them, I won’t do it if they don’t agree.
“boys?”
“yeah?”
They all looked at me, talk about pressure?!
“umm…Well I’ve decided I going to pop the big question to Amber tonight.”
I said with a grin. Hoping they would agree.
“awww that great!”
Jay said giving me a bear hug. Nath pipped up a little when it sunk in and said…
“Aww mate I’m so happy for you!!”
Tom just looked at me a did his ‘good boy’ smile and gave me hug.
“so you got the ring?”
He asked.
“yep! Look”
I opened the black box and they all stared with open mouths.
“it’s beautiful mate!”
Siva said.
“she’s going to love it!”
Jay said.
“it’s a violet stone with real diamonds surrounding it. The ring is real silver too.”
I said happily. They smiled and a worried look came across their faces. I turned around and saw Amber standing there…
“hey!”
I put on a reassuring smile.
“hey, what you talking about?”
“nothing.”
I rang. I took her hand and walked her into the kitchen to get a drink.

——*count down begins*——

The count down had started!
“10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.”
“HURRAY!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!”
I took Ambers hand and kissed her. She came out of the kiss and smiled. I whispered in her ear…
“I live you and I hope the next few minutes will change your life for the good.”
She looked at me confused.
“Trust me.”
I reassured her. She half smiled.

*Ambers P.O.V.*

I looked at Max as if to say what the hell are you in about.
“trust me.”
I had to so I half smiled still not knowing what he was on about.

Suddenly he grabbed my wrist and lead me to under the fake, small disco ball Tom had bought. I looked at everyone and smiled. They all made a circle around me and it felt as if I was the centre of attention. I turned around to Max and…
“Max why are they looking at me wei…”
I paused as I saw him knelt down on one knee.
“weird”
I finished my sentence.
“Max get up. Your making a fool of yourself. Get up.”
I whispered.
“no trust me.”
He said again.
Max slowly smiled as he reached in his pocket to pull out a little black box.

I looked up to see the boys and their girlfriends beside them grinning and nodding. Connie was in tears she was so happy. Meg was huddling up to Siva and smiling. I looked down to Max and he grinned and the music went quiet…
“Amber, I love you more than anything in the world. I need you more than I need air. I want you more than I wanted my job. Amber…will you stay with me forever and will promise you will support me as long as I support you and will you love me as much as I love you and finally…will you be…my wife?”
I was speechless but I dreamed off this moment all my life there was only one answer…
“yes. Of course yes!”
I said with tears in my eyes. Max slid the most beautiful ring on my finger. Max grabbed me round the waist and picked me up over his shoulder and carried me out if living room. I looked up to see everyone cheering and ‘woop’ing. I grinned I was so happy…

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If You Can Dream It, You Can Do It!

Part 16 - more than friends

*My P.O.V.*

*three months past*

I’ve been living with Jay and I really like it in our flat, well bunch of flats, the boys decided they couldn’t live to far apart so we bought an flat with two floors but the stairs ain’t shared by other people, the others all did the same but they were only a round the corners of the street, our flat thing was on top of the building so the top room/my room was were the attic would be. I loved it up there I had a big window across the roof that i could walk out of and stand on the edge of the roof, I didn’t do that often though because I’m scared of heights, but i’d look out of it and you can see the cathedral and it’s green, the shops around the green and people having pick-nics on the green, it was lined with willow trees and children would go and play ‘dens’ down there, it may sound creepy but I’d love to watch them. Because of this room I liked my photography and I take pictures of what’s out my window and then stick them up all-round my room, Jay would come up and have a look at times, he’d sit on my sofa and talk to me about them, if I was feeling low he’d say I should be a photographer, but I don’t know if I’m good enough.

Over the past three months Jay has had about 7 or 8 one night stands, I don’t know what going on with him. When we first started living together it was awkward because Jay brought home a girl whilst I was revising for uni and she was like ‘what the hell is she doing here?!’ and it blew over but then they had sex and so I was sat there trying to revise but I gave up and went shopping. When I got back Jay was in the kitchen and apologised to me then she came out in one of his tops and some baggy trousers, she just stood there, most awkward moment of my life! But recently he’s been at it with loads of them! I think I’ve lost count, it strange almost every night there was a new girl, either they’re prostitutes or he’s getting over someones but who?! Or he’s incredibly horny. I have no idea whether to speak to him or not.

Right now I am talking photo’s of the cathedral, I’m on the green and the sun is shining, I left the house because Jay was at it again with another girl last night and I don’t want her to wake to awkwardness like the rest of them.

It’s so strange about Jay though, I don’t see him anymore, all he does is work, come home, go out and pick up and girl and the same over! whats his problem? Doesn’t he like me or what? It’s like he’s avoiding me, I’m a bit pissed off now because I just stay at home alone. I think i might start to do more of my own stuff now, y’know go out with the girls when he’s out so I’m not as much as a loner.

I also don’t see the girls as more because Amber’s living with Max and they’re going strong as ever, Meg and Siva won’t leave each others side it’s so cute, Iona and Tom are in a flat living together those two are hilarious, Tyler and Nathan are practically joined at the hip and spend all day everyday together. Then there’s me and Jay, just two friends. I find it sad that Jay won’t settle with someone, I want the best for him and as long ad he’s happy I’ll be happy for him, all he does when were out as a group is drink and talk to me, I think he’s depressed sometimes I look into his eyes and see a dim glow, it’s like a potential happiness just something’s blocking it and it won’t shine. I know that he broke up with his Ex badly, maybe he hasn’t got over her yet, although that was a long long time ago. Her name was Tara and, from what jays tolled me, she seemed lovely at first but she was using him for money and fame, she got him into depts because she was spending like mad. One day he caught her cheating with some guy, Jay was crushed and couldn’t trust a girl again, he’d lock himself in his room and wouldn’t specialise with anyone not even his family! But when he got a bit more famous he found loads of girls loved him for his talent and not just how good-looking or rich he is, he still didn’t trust anyone but he found a reason to be happy.

I am wondering back to the flat now,
It’s 10 and I think she might be up now. I got my key and let myself in the block, there’s two stairs to our door. I wondered up and passed a girl on the way down I thought I’d take the opportunity to ask her about why she was there…
“err excuse me but the guy you were just with…well…did you…get payed?”
Oh my fuck! What the hell Connie?!
“p-payed?! What! Who do y’…NO!”
she slapped me and ran down and out there stairs. My cheek was stinging, that was a hell of a slap, ok maybe I was a bit offensive.

I got to the door and let my self in. With no surprise Jay was probably in his room. That was basically his cave, he’d eat, sleep, watch TV, do work and seen as he had an ensuite he even washed in there, but he rarely washed his clothes or washed anything to be honest. Every time I walked past i’d get a horrible stink of old food and dirty clothes.

I think it’s time to confront him. I pit my keys on the counter, in the kitchen next to the stairs to my room. I hung my coat on the end pole of the stairs and put my shoes next to the wall. I walk up to his door and It stank!


*meanwhile*

*Nathans P.O.V.*

Becks the best BFF ever! Is coming round and we’re going shopping and i need to talk to her about my relation ship. it’s going to be awesome! I had to make sure Tyler wasn’t around when she came, you know what girls are like, It could turn nasty and Tyler would like ‘omg are you cheating on me?’ and things would get complicated and that’s just not what I want! But I know Tyler and I think she would ask who Becks was first, and Becks is my best friend so it’d be weird if there was anything between us.

At the moment Tyler is getting ready to go to her parents for the day so they can catch up, probably going to talk about me! hahaha right now I’m running all over the place trying to find my phone, I hope I haven’t done a Jay!

“FOUND IT!!”
Tyler called from downstairs.

“oh thank god!”
I threw my hands up in the air and ran downstairs and gave Tyler a big hug. I lifted her up making her squeal with shock and laughter and spun her around. I popped her down and she handed me my phone.

“thank you!”
I gave her a big kiss on her neck before running back up stairs to our room and shoving my phone in my pocket along with my keys and wallet from the bedside table.

I shut the flat door and locked up. I turned around a gave Tyler a snog before putting her in her taxi and waving goodbye. I ran over to my car, I’ve passed my test now! Yay, and hopped in. I drove to Starbucks where I’d meet Becks.

I arrived at Starbucks and as I sat down a attractive girl walked over to me…
“hello”
I said looking her up and down…
“hi!!”
She said with joy. I’m guessing she is a fan.
“what?”
I asked after a while. I was getting inpatient now.
“do you want me to sign something or give you my number because I can’t I’m taken and I will just give me a pen”
“Nath it’s me!”
She said if I was the dumbest person on the planet.
“Becks?!”
I said surprised.
“yeah, dumb-ass! Who else?”

“a fan. Don’t call me dumb, you’ve changed so much! Your so pretty.”

She had her hair down and it was waved, she had subtle make up on and purple eyeshadow to match what she was wearing. She looked amazing.
“so you want anything?”
I asked.
“yeah can I have a tea?”
“sure. I’ll get one too.”
I got up and walked to the counter.
———
I sat down with mine and Becks tea. I slid hers to her.
“so what did you want to do?”
She asked me as I sipped my tea.
“I thought we could go shopping and a talk, you know catch up. I haven’t seen you in years!”
“I know! Look at you with your fame and you career. You finally got what you’ve want after all these years nath, I’m so proud of you.”

“aww thank you, what about you?! What are you doing now? Achieved your dream?”
I asked hopeful for a good answer.
“yes!! I have! I’m a model! Took me a while to get where I am but I did it I finally did it!”
“aww that’s great news! Well done, I’m proud of you too!”

We picked up our drinks and went to go shopping. We walked onto the high street and we popped into a couple of shops before the question popped up that I really wanted to know…
“so Nath you in a relationship?”
She asked whilst we were in Republic and she was looking at a dress.
“yes, in fact I wanted to ask if I should take a step further. I need your advice.”
“hmmm ok, so how serious are you then?”
“like pretty serious, we live together, on our own with out the boys. We’ve been together for a while and…I think that I…love her.”
“you think?”
She asked surprised.
“well I don’t really know what love is and whether I have it.”
She turned to me and stopped dead in her tracks.
“love is indescribable, you feel so passionate about that person that you can’t let them go, that you’d die for them, that you…well…you’d spend every minute of forever with them if you could.”
I paused, a little shocked.
“oh…then I’m in love”

*meanwhile*
*My P.O.V.*

I stepped towards Jays door and my heart started to beat fast, it was strange. I raised my hand and knocked. I waited a while as I heard thumps towards the door. The door swung open to see a scruffy Jay in a state.

“RIGHT I WANT YOU OUT OF THIS ROOM NOW!”
I demanded, the only way I was going to get him over this phase was too clean him up myself.

“why?”
Jay moaned with his head down.
“because your room stinks and you stink. Your rooms a tip and your a mess….and Jay if you ever want to see a respectable woman who you could stay with forever in this room then you and the room have to be cleaned up.”
Jay looked dumb and he shuffled aside to let me through.

“how you gunna clean this up then?”
Jay asked shyly.
“well I’ll start by putting you in the shower and putting your clothes in the wash. You bed sheets YOU can put in the wash. I am not touching them! And then will open some windows and get rid of what ever is making this room smell…ok?”

“yea.”
Jay said quietly.
“oh come on Jay. What’s wrong with you? You couldn’t at least wash this?!”
I said as I found a sticky sock and a magazine next to his bed. The poor sock.

“right you get in the-
“but-
“GET IN THE SHOWER YOU DOG!”
I yelled and giggled as he shuffled towards the bath room.

I started to throw clothes into a big pile in the door way. I threw random things off the floor into boxes. I opened the curtains and windows to get rid of the smell. I ducked under the bed to see mouldy pizza and beer cans. I saw a bin full of beer cans.
“McGUINESS!!!” I shouted at the top of my voice.
He was starting to make me mad now.

—-*finish cleaning Jays room*—-

I was officially done. Jays room looked clean as ever and I had just put his new bed clothes on. I managed to take the old dirty smelly bed clothes off using gloves. I ain’t touching what ever went into those!

His room looked brand new. Jay wondered in with just a towel round his waist. I looked at him, he is pretty fit to be honest. Omg what am I thinking he is my best friend. Oh Christ!

“thank you.”
He stepped towards his clean clothes that I laid on his bed.
“that’s ok, I was getting sick of that smell and the mess.”
“smell?”
“yes Jay this room stank! I guess you didn’t know because you locked yourself in here and got used to it.”
“oh, sorry. I didn’t mean to make you mad.”
“nevermind Jay, just get dressed”

I walked out shutting the door behind me, I sat on the sofa and sighed. What was wrong with him? Why’d he have to lock himself in his room?

I sat there staring into space just thinking for a while. I felt some warm ruff hands slowly start to massage my shoulders. I kind of relaxed into it and shut my eyes, I just slipped into a trance and forgot all my worries. It was so nice. The hands eventually stopped and I heard footsteps walk around me and they stopped in front of me. I still had my eyes shut. I slowly opened them, i saw Jay crouched down in front of me, he put his hands on my knees.

I opened my mouth to speak but Jay put his finger to it. I slowly closed it not sure of what was going on.

“Connie…there is something I have to tell you.”
I slowly nodded. Not knowing what he was on about.
“I…well this is hard to say so…”
He slid onto the sofa next to me. I felt my heart pump as he edged closer. He turned to me and lent in. I closed my eyes slowly. I wasn’t sure if it was the right thing to do or not but I did it anyway.

I felt his soft lips touch mine. He slowly pressed further into the kiss. He got more and more passionate as he slipped his tongue in. He slowly lent forward more forcing me to fall back on the sofa. He put his arms each side of me but never leaving my lips once. I felt his soft curls and I felt his hand slide up to my shoulder…

Wait. This could be weird if it goes any further. Wait it’s already weird now because I’m thinking its going to be weird. Oh god. Fuuuuck!

“stop”
I whispered to Jay.
“what?”
He replied a little shocked and he sat up.
“i don’t want it to be weird.”
“what do you mean weird? Why would it be weird?”
“because I don’t really know you. And I’ve not thought of you like this way before and…I’m well…I’m shit.”
“we can get to know each other more if we spend more time together and you’ll come round to it. And who said you were shit?!”
He said shocked. I gave him a blank look.
“oh.”
He sighed.
“you should really forget about him and don’t listen to what he said”
Jay said holding my hand. I nodded.
“so what are we now then?”
I asked unsure if we were best friends, if he was using me, or if we wear taking it a step further.

“more than friends.”
Jay said with a smile.
“so back to best friends?”
“no. I want you to be my girlfriend.”
“ok.”
I said happy I had an answer. But there was still one question playing on my mind…

“Jay, why did you sleep with so many women?”
He looked down.
“I…I didn’t know what I was doing most nights. I was drunk mainly but the main reason is you.”
“tha-“
I was interrupted
“-I felt as though I was wrong feeling so passionate about you, I was thinking that it was just a crush and I have to get over it and sleep with some other people.”

“oh, Jay that was a stu-“
“-stupid Idea I know but that’s what I did. But now I feel guilty because you went to all that trouble with my room and I just abused those women.”
“oh Jay. Come ‘ere”
I gave Jay a big hug. I kissed him on the neck and put him at arms length.
“come on you soppy git. Let’s go out for dinner I can’t be fucked to do more washing.”
“ok!”
Jay jumped he was a lot happier now he’d got some stuff of his chest.

We decried to go to the chippy down the road, well I go to but we asked them to deliver. Jays decided to watch a film, I was going to pick Just My Luck because I like that film and I’m superstitious as well but I hated that film because I don’t believe in all superstitions. Jay picked Mission Impossible (The first one) I like action films so we agreed.

Tonight was going to be a good night.

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